tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-123543402011-04-22T00:03:55.812+05:30"We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams. Dreams are like the paints of a great artist. Your dreams are your paints, the world is your canvas. Believing, is the brush that converts your dreams into a masterpiece of reality."Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.comBlogger901100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-5418980102252922212007-09-07T16:14:00.000+05:302007-09-07T16:16:07.303+05:30I recently read a blog by Arvindh and which had a tag. The tag was pretty simpler as compared to some of the complex ones.<br />He has mentioned in his post that he doesn't mind if people dont take up that tag, but he will surely call them LAZY. :D<br /><br />I cant see to be called lazy so easily, so after long silence, I thot I will take up this tag.<br />The tag is that I have to pen down seven things on any thing I liked. And here it goes:<br /><br />I have been in love with photography recently and here is what I have noticed:<br /><br />1) Need to learn to click good macros(I really miss clicking them perfectly).<br />2) Travelling to new places gives you new opportunities to click.<br />3) Vibrant colored snaps appeal more than dull ones.<br />4) Nature has diversity to motivate you to click something new everytime.<br />5) It is pleasure to watch photos as they reel back the past and help to keep memories in store.<br />6) World appears to be more closer, behind the camera's eye. (Especially if it has zoom :D !!)<br />7) The beauty of the snap lies in the eyes of the photographer who captured the RIGHT MOMENT at the RIGHT TIME.<br /><br />Its fun to write about something u like....<br /><br />Now if you are reading this post , take up this tag.<br />Pretty simple, write seven things about something u like....<br />If you dont, I will call you LAZY too like Arvindh...!! :D<br /><br />Ciao<br />Sonal<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-541898010225292221?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-7393627765002868272007-08-22T14:00:00.000+05:302007-08-22T14:03:19.200+05:30<span style="font-family: verdana;">Silence is more musical than any song.</span><span style="font-family: verdana;"> - Christina Rossetti</span><span style="font-family: verdana;"> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-739362776500286827?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-69505486857692166122007-04-07T11:42:00.000+05:302007-04-07T11:47:52.607+05:30Went across this link sometime back...Its known to every educated person on this earth..<br />But the question is how many of us are doing something in this regard, something in our small ways...???<br />Chk this link and decide for yourself....<br /><a href="http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/in_depth/629/629/6528979.stm">http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/in_depth/629/629/6528979.stm</a><br /><br />Ciao,<br />Sonal<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-6950548685769216612?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-64290415487719786432007-01-12T11:32:00.000+05:302007-01-12T11:37:07.382+05:30<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ncSQNY7L3aY/Rack5l41zFI/AAAAAAAAAAM/x-mWCaTRkLk/s1600-h/Tomnjerry.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5019020881569369170" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ncSQNY7L3aY/Rack5l41zFI/AAAAAAAAAAM/x-mWCaTRkLk/s320/Tomnjerry.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Today at the breakfast table, smhow the discussion was diverted to Tom & Jerry...(May b since i was having a cheese sandwich &amp; Jerry came on my thots smelling that... ;) )</div><div></div><div>While talking me & Neethu said that Jerry is the one which puts Tom into trouble always...and poor chap Tom keeps trying to come out of it..<br /></div><div>Neethu told abt a view which she had heard frm a psychology professor and which amazed me ...she said, he told - "Kids love Jerry coz of its miniature size, they feel themselves to be more resembling to him &amp; related to him and visualize their parents, teachers and elders as Tom coz they are huge for them like Tom and luv to trouble them like Jerry...that's the reason they enjoy the cartoon a lot....."<br /></div><div>Isn't it an amazing observation...??? </div><div>I admitted that wen i was a kid even i used to like Jerry more than Tom....</div><div></div><div>But then can I differentiate whom i like more now..??<br />So, whom do you like more Tom or Jerry..????????<br /></div><div>Ciao,</div><div>Sonal</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-6429041548771978643?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-49908623232906171462007-01-11T17:30:00.000+05:302007-01-11T17:48:49.898+05:30If u r a gadget maniac and haven't seen it yet....This link is for u....<br />The much awaited iPhone unleashed...<br /><br /><a href="http://www.engadget.com/2007/01/09/the-apple-iphone/">iPhone</a> (...the link...)<br /><br />I wish if smone can gift me one.... !!!!!!!! :P<br /><br />Ciao,<br />Sonal<br /><a href="http://www.engadget.com/2007/01/09/the-apple-iphone/"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-4990862323290617146?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-74210115844448202912007-01-03T17:32:00.000+05:302007-01-03T23:16:00.126+05:30If you are reading this post...wish you a great year ahead...<br />Have a rocking year... !!!<br /><br />_./'\._¸¸.•¤**¤•.¸.•¤**¤•.¸.•¤•.*•. .•* *<br />happy new year !!<br />/.•*•.\ ¸..•¤**¤•.,.•¤**¤•..,.•¤**¤**¤•..,.•<br /><br />Ciao,<br />Sonal<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-7421011584444820291?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1166645149176244022006-12-21T01:29:00.000+05:302007-01-01T12:45:37.223+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Its long since I blogged...one of my regular readers reminded me about blogging yesterday...<br />As i was pretty occupied...never wrote anything in past few months..<br /><br />Musings to myself: <em>Luks like u hav forgotten blogging,Sonal...??...have u..?? </em><br /><br />I DON'T think so....<br /><br />M alive ppl...yeah..still alive... and so is the blog....like always...spreading smilezz... :)....<br />so wait for smthing meaningful in near future....<br /><br />before i sign off...here is one interesting quote from me....ofcourse, m jst quoting it... :D<br /><br />" Don't take life too seriously, you'll never get out of it alive." </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><br />Ciao,<br />Sonal</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-116664514917624402?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1150378430838763082006-06-15T18:51:00.000+05:302006-08-03T16:30:52.076+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I wish I would have never grown...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I wish I was a child so that would have remained always near you...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I wish everyone had a heart like you...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">But I know I m asking for too much...coz nobody can ever be so selfless like you for me!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Luv u mumma, Wish i was near u to celebrate this day..!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Miss u :-((</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-115037843083876308?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1149766109664594502006-06-08T16:55:00.000+05:302006-07-11T18:24:31.416+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">There was a blind girl who used to hate everyone except his boyfriend........</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">She always used to say -"I’ll marry you if i could see!!" </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Suddenly one day some one donated her eyes.......and then when she saw her Boyfriend......she was astonished to see that her boyfriend was also blind........</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Her boyfriend then asked...YOU CAN SEE, WILL YOU MARRY ME NOW? </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">She simply refused..........</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Her Boyfriend went away saying....JUST TAKE CARE OF MY EYES!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">p:s: Someone fwded it to me...I was touched..so just sharing it across...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114976610966459450?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1148815313044319332006-05-28T16:50:00.000+05:302006-05-28T21:23:24.223+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Happy B'day DADA, (18th May)<br />Its dada's b'day today…he z smwhere in heaven...may b watching us…<br />Blood donation camp was there in office today…I had thot long back that I will donate…<br />After a meeting got over @10am, I motivated Ranjan & Vijay to join me for donation…both had never donated earlier…it was my 3rd time so I was able to convince them…wid me they also donated…<br />After donation…the doctor asked to lie there &amp; rest for ten mins…I was reading the certificate of thanks they gave us...Suddenly I felt my arm to be little wet…wen I saw there was a fountain of blood coming out from the place they took blood….probably doctor dint fix the cotton properly or it got misplaced…there was a puddle of blood on the bedsheet…I was OK but the doctor got worried…he immediately placed lots of cotton on that...doctor was tense & was asking r u ok every 2 mins in next 10 mins...the sleeve of my dress was all wet wid blood…they were saying I was the first female donor in the camp…while leaving I smiled &amp; just told him-Change the bedsheet doctor else ppl will get scared & run away…he was worried &amp; asked me again if M fine? But I was smiling…bcoz I wanted to donate blood & I donated….M happy that I did smthing gud after long…it’s a small gift from ur Sona to u Dada…Happy B'day!!<br /><br />Happy B'day Chimpu, (27th May)<br />U r close to my heart...I cant come near &amp; wish u personally...wish u the best in life always…If I start writing, I may keep on writing endlessly wat I wish for u…so I wont…heartfelt wishes...more than words cud describe….<br /><br />Happy B'day Ruc, (28th May)<br />U have been wid me for years…far or near...U r a dear friend & I wish u a great life ahead…<br /><br />Happy Anniversary Mom &amp; Dad, (28th May)<br />Pa &amp; Ma...U r the reason, I am in this world…so by wishing u, I celebrate my existence…its 3rd year I am away frm u on this day…but smtimes distances don’t matter…just that today I feel I wanna be there,close to u…no words…just luv…<br /><br />p.s. On second thot...Wishes can never be put in words…</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114881531304431933?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1146500323446613592006-05-01T21:42:00.000+05:302006-05-12T23:38:22.853+05:30<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Ya, Finally after 3days I went out for a walk today evening...thot abt my roomies returning frm home tmrw & no grocery@home, this thot took me out…</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">I stepped out of the door &amp; guess wat…?? </span><span style="font-family:verdana;">I saw the key in the keyhole… </span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Oh Gosh!!…it was hanging there since Friday nite 8pm…I cudnt believe I cud b so absent-minded…as I NEVER was one…M the one always taking care of things arnd me… & keeping in mind I was all alone for 3days..it was unexpected behavior frm me… </span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">After walking for close to 300metres I noticed, that round the park where there was an old temple, a huge new temple is existing &amp; even the park is renovated…It reminded urs truly that I havent been out for mnths & m not noticing things arnd me…</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">M I LOST?? :-(</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Anyways…went inside the temple…sm ladies were sitting there &amp; singing sm bhajans…it was in Kannada I guess, I cudnt get a word of it…but it was soothing…</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Then I went to Food-days, bought myself an ice-cream, since its first day of May, a mnth which I hav decided to celebrate bcoz this month marks the anniversary of mom-dad & b'days of sm of my closest frnds… </span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">I took the ice-cream, sat on the stairs outside…nobody was sitting there…&amp; I was lost in a world of my own then noticed that two guys who saw me buying ice-cream, came & sat at sm distance on the stairs…they must b quite younger to me…reminded me of an incidence last yr…I was travelling in train, returning frm home to B'lore, still remember was reading da book 'Fast Courting' &amp; it was 2nd July'05…there was this gang of students, returning frm their summer hols…I was on my fav. side-upper berth & since urs truly was only girl in the compartment…these guys were nicely flirting arnd, passing comments, walking around, gathered on the side-lower berth, singing loudly, talking loudly &amp; smiling wenever I saw them…I was least bothered…just smiling to myself & reading my book…In the morning wen I brushed, went &amp; sat on the lower berth for smtime, one of the guys came & sat next to, I think he boarded the train frm Agra only…(I had never noticed him coz I was myself sad since was leaving dad-mom behind again...)</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">So, this guy came &amp; started talking to me, told he boarded train frm Agra only…I said ok..then he asked where m I staying? for how long I was in B'lore? & I was kinda avoiding….then he asked me abt Agra…I said my parents stay here…I did most of my schooling here…he asked again, which school? I thot why shud I tell u?...but then I told…surprise came wen he said he was frm same school, then he asked batch I passed out, my name…altho I usually avoid but since he was frm same school, I told..&amp; guess wat?? That guy turned out to b my bro's classmate in school…he told my bro's name…he was a 1st year engg college student…& best was the xpression on his face…</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">He said politely- "Sorry di, v all thot u must b frm sm engg or medical college, a student like us coming back after hols…v cudnt guess u r so elder to us &amp; u r working & sorry for all the stupidities..."..I just smiled back…said never mind…don’t bother…u guys enjoy, its fun!!…</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">He went &amp; told his frnds, wenever my eyes met wid any of them, they just smiled shyly towards me…was a nice trip…The guys sitting next to me on stairs reminded me of those guys…</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">I finished my ice-cream, went inside, picked up veggies, grocery, paid the bill…now I was wid two big poly-bags as lots of things were over@home…I cud have taken on auto but I decided to walk, wat will I do if I reach early also?? :-(</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">…Food-days is close to 1km frm my house…bags were real heavy, midway while walking it reminded me of childhood summer hols…wen I used to carry buckets of water in both my hands..my grandparents r in Rajasthan, m talking abt days wen I was very young & there was terrible shortage of water there…water used to come on alternate days…inspite of large storage, in summers, water used to get over…I used to go in morning wid my uncles to fetch water frm the public supply hand-pump nearly 100ms frm my granny's home, pump the water &amp; carry those buckets back home…</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Ya, urs truly has seen those hard days closely & learnt the lessons of life….probably those who c urs truly today chirpy as a kid always smiling don’t knw the maturity of mind behind it….</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />Anyway I was walking wid my packets home…was thinking abt office tmrw &amp; frnds…Finally I reached back to my apartment…dropped down the bags to take out the key (reminded me of my absent-mindedness again)…my fingers had gone numb, crumpled, gone deep red rather purple due to the weight inside those bags…</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">I was back home…clean, tidy & shining flat…the only job I did this weekend was cleaning every nook &amp; corner of the house &amp; its sparkling now…</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Roomies will b back tmrw morning...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Special month started wid a walk down the memory lane... </span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />ps: Sweet memories , But M still alone, missing my luvd ones :-(</span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114650032344661359?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1146425099252958972006-04-30T23:50:00.000+05:302006-05-08T17:54:35.566+05:30<span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;" >I shud hav written this post earlier..but never realized it...but better late than never..I started in April 2005..so can still write before the month ends...<br />Its an year since i started blogging..Writing is relaxation to me...<br />I read & re-read my posts starting frm April'05...amazed that was it me who wrote all of them...<br />Sm brought me smiles..sm brought me tears...:-(<br />Saw the whole year passing by thru my posts...<br />Many ppl started &amp; stopped blogging...<br />Many ppl came &amp; left in this time...<br />Transition frm Student to Intern to Employee...Dependent to Independent...A friend to A stranger...<br />Sm frnds r still hanging arnd...Wish they will b there...<br />Wind changes direction..Probably ppl dont change at that speed...<br /><br />ps: M alone, not at all in a mood to sing B'day song for my dear blog...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114642509925295897?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1146397928240028072006-04-30T17:05:00.000+05:302006-04-30T17:31:36.530+05:30<span style=";font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;" >No I m not talking abt the movie...M talking abt myself..<br />Extended wkend..& urs truly z all alone @home...<br />Neethu became a proud mother of a baby girl on 26th nite...I called her up on 27th morning &amp; got to knw, told this to everyone@office...She is in Trivandrum...i called her sis to ask for the hospital she is in...v arranged for the bouquet to be delievered to her in hospital...<br />She called up smtime back said - Thanx, I got those lovely flowers yesterday...<br /><br />Sur@home, Kamyaa@home, Anitha@home,Neethu@home,Rads@home...<br />M all alone...looks like everyone except me is wid ppl they luv...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114639792824002807?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1146119412872522722006-04-27T11:57:00.000+05:302006-04-27T12:01:30.810+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Sur has gone to Delhi for this week…She left day before yest…Wen I returned frm office…Saw a post-it on my shelf…<br />----<br />Dear Sonal,<br />Take Care And…<br />Don't miss your meals<br />Eat Properly<br />Luv u, C u on Monday,<br />Sur<br />----<br />Tears rolled out frm my eyes…<br /><br />Sur knows that first thing which gets affected wen M sad z my appetite for food…If smone is arnd Urs truly cooks nicely for them…but wen it comes to eating alone…Urs truly just hates it…<br />Returned frm work @9pm, frm 8am to 8:30pm…with thousands of tensions...24x7…my head z spinning… :-(<br />Neethu is not here, Anitha is off to home from Thur for a week, Sur went home, most of my friends away…Waiting for friends to come & spice up life again…<br />One tip for those who wanna wear the mask… just dress up brightly, if u can fake a smile its added advantage… its enuf to blindfold ppl &amp; to show them that u r happy…its tried &amp; tested...<br />ps: Currently reading "p.s. I Love You"…amidst it...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114611941287252272?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1145938069601467082006-04-25T09:36:00.000+05:302006-04-25T09:38:49.873+05:30<span style="font-size:85%;">Its long since I hav posted smthing…was not getting the mood to write…not that M in mood today…. Just that feel shud scribble smthing…On 14th April, I read "By the River Piedra I sat down & wept"…finished the book in a continuous stretch of 3 hrs…<br />I will just say, an excellent book…a very common angle to luv though… that if u really luv smone, have faith in ur luv, just let that person go &amp; fulfill his/her dream bcoz ur dreams shud b wat r their dreams… evn if realization of their dreams takes them far away frm u...<br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Was talking to Sur smtime back…v were just discussing in general…I was telling her about the story of the book…then v were talking abt sm frnd... one girl likes him but he wants to marry sm other girl, I think I hav mentioned abt this frnd earlier in one of my posts…anyway, I was telling Sur, watever he is doing is perfectly natural & its human tendency…coz all of us wanna marry smone v luv, not smone who luvs us… v only care for person v luv, not for a person who cares for us…<br /><strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">Me, my frnd, U….V all r like that kid who wants a particular toy &amp; even wen he gets sm other nice toy in exchange, the kid wants that toy only…Had read this quote smwhere… "Always care for the person who cares for u coz one day u might feel that u have lost a diamond when u were busy collecting stones."<br />But v don’t realize this at all…<br /></span></strong>Today JS for the tenth time in last fifteen days said to me that-"M watching why do u look so worried these days…?? Wats wrong? V want that old Sonal back… "<br />I smiled & asked how was that old Sonal…? He said- "Our Sonal, who z ever smiling &amp; dazzling." JS is a senior member frm our team. I respect him a lot. So, Urs truly said, OK JS frm tmrw, that old Sonal will b back. He said- "Not frm tmrw, I want her back frm this moment...".<br />There r moments in life wen u hav to wear a mask, especially for those, for whom u care a lot… or u respect a lot...U hav to portray for them that u r happy, even wen u r crying inside…bcoz those ppl around u, want to c u happy…So, even wen M sad…hav decided to smile, esp for those who wanna c me smiling…<br />Don’t wanna b cause of worry to anyone…<br />Wanna c happy those ppl for whom I care , don’t wanna c them worried bcoz M worried….<br />So, will keep my tensions to myself… &amp; will smile for ppl arnd me…<br /><br />ps: Sonal, U can wear a smiling mask…U can smile to make ppl smile...can't u?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114593806960146708?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1144812468338586082006-04-12T08:43:00.000+05:302006-04-12T10:36:58.386+05:30<span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:85%;">Got this as a fwd...very meaningful...one of my frnds has embraced past so tightly that has forgotten to smile in present...wish i cud fwd,but cant...Pasting the fwd anyway...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#3333ff;">We never sin in the future. Every sin that is ever committed is committed in the present. Not rejoicing in what you have today is a sin. <strong>It is what we do in the present that counts and not what we dream for the future. All our failures are in the present. All our victories are in the present. All our life is in the present.</strong> It is here where we win or lose again and again. So it is not what you have done yesterday or what you plan for tomorrow but what you do now that determines whether you are holy or unholy, disciplined or undisciplined, kind or harsh, patient or impatient, dedicated or indifferent. How you handle <strong><u>this</u> </strong>moment tells me who you are. <strong>The past is gone and the future is yet to come. What you do with the sacredness of this moment tells me your character.</strong> It is not whether you have <strong>rejoiced</strong> yesterday or intend to do so tomorrow that counts, but whether you do so<strong><u> now</u>. </strong></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:85%;">Urs truly planning nxt few posts dedicated for that frnd..</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:85%;">Wanna share this nice quote...</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>“Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the <u>present</u>.”</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114481246833858608?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1144723867546468582006-04-11T08:08:00.000+05:302006-04-11T09:04:07.553+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Wen there r relationships, there r expectations… If I could be 10% of wat Papa is, I will feel I hav achieved a lot in life… that selflessness… its amazing… he always says, dont expect anything frm anyone… one of the sayings which he uses frm Hindi is 'Neki kar dariya mein dal...'… meaning even if u hav ever done good to sm1, just forget it & don’t expect anything in return… he never gives his name while donating for charity, he says, if u donate for fame, then there is no point in doing good for sm1...<br />I still remember days wen I was in nursery, v used to live in a house on rent wid two rooms, in which one room served as both drawing room cum bedroom &amp; other one bedroom cum kitchen… I can still imagine ma cooking there…I had a small chair, an iron chair, knitted with red & white plastic wire, which dad got it designed esp acc to my height, even my sis had one which was little lesser in height…I still remember once wen I did sm mischief, for 10mins he tied both my hands to that chair &amp; on my face he kept a hanky so that I cant c wat is happening arnd me…but still that chair is the most memorable chair I will ever sit in my life...I hav nicely got thrashed with a ruler for my mistakes…probably ppl close to me who knw how much I luv him, will always think that he wud hav never been strict wid me…<br />Frm that house to our own home today…things hav changed a lot..& so has dad, he has become more &amp; more luving, more & more caring… that strictness has melted… he has been more like a friend frm last so many yrs…He has always told us to care for ppl &amp; their sentiments… he says heaven & hell r all here only…if u care for ppl, if u luv them then they will luv u &amp; ur life is heaven, if u don’t ppl also wont care for u & u will get to c hell here only…<br />Dad's guru mantra - 'Give more &amp; expect less… ' He says Sonal always be true to ur relations-whether its wid parents, siblings, friends or spouse… being a friend in a relation always works… I remember one such quote:<strong>The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing... that is a friend who cares.</strong> ~ Henri Nouwen<br /><br />Dint felt like writing more…so had hibernated the lappy…<br />Its 3:00am @night, not feeling sleepy, so went & sat in the balcony for smtime, just came back…thot of writing smthing so opened the lappy again… its become a routine affair for more than a month now…not getting sleep till 4am &amp; sitting in balcony & then getting up @7am &amp; reaching office @8am… one advantage of living on highway is that if u don’t feel sleepy, sit outside in balcony at least u can hav a look @ speedy trucks… Its April 10th…rather 11th as its past 12am..I can't believe 4th month of the year & there is hardly any difference in this new year…<br />4months…100days..2400hrs….144000mins…8640000 secs...of the year…wid same set of thots, same set of questions in life…its so monotonic…<br />V meet ppl of different age but only relation urs truly knws is of being friend to that person…if u knw me, just remember that urs truly luvs, cares &amp; respects her frnds & is waiting &amp; expecting to get just that in return…nothing more…<br />M I expecting too much...?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114472386754646858?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1144398000826982082006-04-07T13:44:00.000+05:302006-04-07T14:00:31.660+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Its 11:48 now, Sis called up, they were at all @ Vicky's marriage…cousins said they r missing me…<br />Kamyaa came just now to my room, she needed smthing, she then asked-Sonal u ate properly today?…I said - No...she said..Y wen is ur fast ending?…U said u will make halwa for prasad & take to office also…wat happened? I said- I dint make it, so I fasted today also…she said- how much mental strength u hav Sonal? I cant skip my breakfast also…<br />Soumya called up @9:00, she had a meeting &amp; wanted to knw how to dial up Oregan extension…I told her wat to do….after the meeting she msgd me back, saying thanks…I replied back that <span style="color:#3333ff;">"In friendship No sorry, no thank u..."</span> …this sentence reminds me of so many sweet feelings attached to it…<br />Ppl say v cant have a relation without feelings for smone…<br />What r Feelings exactly?<br />Feelings r not smthing v can describe in words…v can just feel…itz abstract…they r seen in the eyes of smone who cares for us…<br />There is no measure frm which me & u can calculate the depth of our feelings for sm1…</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">The biggest mistake is wen v compare our feelings for two different persons...v can't compare that whose feelings for us r more stronger…I really get surprised wen ppl ask me questions like-Who luvs u more mom or dad?.. Or... Whom do u luv more- mom or dad?<br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Feelings are flow of emotions between two ppl, it’s a 1 to 1 thing…how can u compare for which friend u feel more stronger- this frnd or that frnd? No, u cant.</span><br />If u do this, its a fault...<br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Wen two ppl care for each other, wen they feel them to be responsible for keeping the other person happy…wen u cant c other person sad bcoz of u…these r all ur feelings for that person…&amp; its just felt by heart…nobody else can feel them as deeply, as the two persons involved…<br /></span>U can knw how much u feel for smone wen they r away frm u…if u wanna knw the depth of ur feelings for smone…<br />Say I m the person & u wanna knw whether u feel for me or not...<br />…just imagine that u r going to loose Me forever…<br />…today is the last time u saw me…<br />…u r not going to c me again…</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">..i wont b there in this world tmrw...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">...u wont read any new post on this blog...<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">In simple terms, the person is gonna go away frm u…<br /></span><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">...if u r ok wid this thot, it means u don’t feel much for the person, but if this thot of loosing them forever, disturbs ur mental peace &amp; u feel u don’t wanna loose them, that means u feel strongly for that person &amp; person means a lot for u…<br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">Feelings r warmth felt by our hearts in a relationship, words r always not required to express them…they r seen in the gestures of ppl, those ppl arnd us who want us to be happy, these are feelings only which force us to go to an extent of saying lies for sm1 to make their lives happy…</span><br />A sensitive person can c ur feelings in ur eyes…words r mere formality…</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114439800082698208?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1144302748321972672006-04-06T10:57:00.000+05:302006-05-12T00:23:55.466+05:30<span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">From the slums of Chennai & selling idlis (mom used to make &amp; he used to sell) on the street, to an MBA degree from IIM-A, Sarath Babu's journey has been remarkable….read abt him in the youth icon section of TOI magazine. This fellow was offered a senior system analyst post in a software firm & he refused the offer as he wants to start his own catering business….He says corporate job is not my ambition, I'd rather have own company &amp; employ one person who can support four other lives…really inspiring...<br /><br />Got this tip as a fwd today…this is real cool tip for people who use notepad to write down any info on a day to day basis…<br />* Create a blank text file with .LOG as the first line of the file.<br />* Double-click the file to open it and notice that Notepad appends the current date and time to the end of the file and places the cursor on the line after.<br />* Type your notes and then save and close the file.<br />Each time you open the file, Notepad repeats the process, appending the time and date to the end of the file and placing the cursor below it.<br />Hope it helps few ppl those who dint knew it earlier like me, anyway I use MS Office OneNote…it has gr8 features...<br /><br />Today is my cousin Vicky's marriage…due to some personal reasons, I dint go…my cousin Lucky called up last nite…& said there is still night flight for delhi…put one-two dresses in a bag &amp; come…I just said...Sorry there r sm problems here & I can't come<br />Had a bad day ystday, my PM asked me r u not well…? Told her that I hav headache &amp; will be fine soon…she was telling that u shud hav stayed at home…<br />...had a futile discussion wid Rads…she wanted to convey some facts to me abt one of my frnd…v dint discuss it much…may b she was true, may b not….even I don’t knw…I don’t knw why but I was not convinced…I said I wont disturb that friend & ask for reality…to Rads I just said- lets c wats the truth as it comes wid time…waiting is painful…but as its said that in the state of dubiousness, it needs strength to wait to knw the truth…but its better than to disturb or hurt smone or poke in someone's life….<br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">Called up dad-mom now to cheer-up their mood as its Ram Navmi today...made no prasad in morning as I cant share it wid ppl I luv & want to share it...so while talking to mom-dad on phone went to cafe', they were asking me to open the fast & have smthing frm canteen...but I dint feel like having anything...so just had a tea & came back...<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"></span><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"></span><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">V were discussing abt my objectives for the next quarter &amp; then surprisingly towards the end of the meeting ystrday my PM was asking me abt my plans…I asked plans for wat? She said, abt ur personal life…like marriage?<br />I just said, I knw it’s the right time for it...it may happen this year or it may not…it depends wen I get a right guy...I cant plan this like I plan my career goals for the quarter…it depends on wen two ppl get the feeling that they wanna spend their life together…its all dependent on feelings…at present I don’t have anyone like that who likes me so much or feels for me…she smiled & said that I know Sonal u r a mature &amp; open-minded person & u can wait for right person in ur life….<br />Urs truly dint knw wat to add…</span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;">Festival time, felt lonely &amp; so felt like scribbling smthing & wrote this potpourri post in 10 mins ..probably shud get back to work now...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114430274832197267?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1144233482454124592006-04-05T16:00:00.000+05:302006-04-05T17:31:43.700+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Its 1:25am & Sur has slept….my radio has forgotten me…i play it rarely these days…otherwise current time &amp; current song used to b regular feature of my post….used to go wid the flow of post...so let me turn it on...<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Talked to dad at home…everyone was fine….got sm instructions…Urs truly agreed to follow them….Mez a good daughter…Am I a perfect daughter? Can't say. Just wanna c everyone I luv to be always happy & giv all happiness I can...in some cases cant do anything except waiting for God to help ppl &amp; make them happy & praying...so there I wait...<br /><br />Ram Navmi is on 6th ….its not a holiday…so will make prasad early in the morning….mez fasting for last one week…<br />Met Radhika after a month today…it was like a prolonged gap after which I talked to her…Saw one other frnd too after many days today…felt nice...as if it was after ages ..I think past month, I can rename as 'March -The Missing Month' ...me missing most of my closed ones…or month passing wid nothing good to feel about...most of the time spent was alone wid my lappy at home… :-(<br /><br />Wat will be April called? Still time to judge that….I will wait &amp; watch....<br /><br />ps: 1:55am &amp; Current song: "Mahi Ve.." from Kaante...one of my personal favorites in Jaspinder Narula's voice…especially wen she says "Dil na toote khuda ka yeh ghar hai, tere sajde mein mera yeh sar hai….."….Never break a loving heart, it’s a place where God resides…</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114423348245412459?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1143812530844275802006-03-31T19:05:00.000+05:302006-03-31T19:19:25.426+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">What does the Taj symbolize? Give me a word ..LOVE<br />What does the statue of liberty symbolize? Give me a word…FREEDOM<br /><br />Language is the system of expressions known objectively. Yet, language is what v use wen v mean something and want others to know what it is that v mean. Since v have already seen that meaning is private, <strong>v must admit that ppl's expressions will not transfer the meanings</strong>. (Like if my friend shouts at me…I shud look for the unspoken words…conditions that made him/her shout…shud not get swayed by the usage of words like "I swear I don’t like you"…such usage is also meaningless...) </span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><strong>Meaning is the thought that occurs prior to an expression, from the expressor, and after the perception of the expressee.<br /></strong>Meaning and expression, therefore, are mutually independent. Furthermore, words are meaningless.<br />So, words and phrases are not expressions that stand for what ppl think when they say them. They do not represent what they mean.<br /><br />Logically, Wen someone refutes wat I have said, they are doing nothing more than refuting their own view of the words that I hav used to express my thoughts. Wen someone disagrees wid me, they are technically disagreeing with themselves.<br />Let me use a practical example…very common…<br />A guy Mr.Biggy comes & proposes a girl Ms.Miny…(sorry for the choice of names…I m sick from last one month…so this kind of names only come to my mind..)<br /></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Mr Biggy: I like u. Do u like me? Will u marry me?<br />Miss Miny: I have never seen you as my partner…<br />Mr Biggy: But u knw that I care for u?<br />Miss Miny: V cant lead married life just based on caring? Can V?<br /><br />Acc to Urs truly's logical perspective…lets handle first answer… </span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong><span style="color:#000000;">1st ans-> "I have never seen you as my partner..." …</span><br />My view-> Never seen like partner. That’s fine. Look now…switch the gears…Put person in that frame…look whether she/he fits in…or comes out…match her/him wid qualities u r looking for…analyze for seven days….<br />Believe me its not rocket science…V need to symbolize…<br />So, for one week, no negative thots…just imagine her/him as ur life partner…every sec of ur life with her/him…&amp; this exercise shud be continued for a week…every moment to be thot as spent wid just that gal/guy…<br />Embody essential characteristics of ur partner in that persons form….<br />As I said...Symbolize…<br /></strong></span>Lets look at 2nd one now...<br /></span></span><span style="color:#3333ff;"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong><span style="color:#000000;">2nd ans-> "V cant lead married life just based on caring? Can V?"<br /></span>My view-> Again symbolize…any relation in this world…<br />Y u luv mom? -> Coz she cares….<br />Y u luv dad? -> Coz he cares…<br />Y u luv sis/bro? -> Coz they care..<br />Y u luv ur friend? -> Coz she/he cares…</strong><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>" Care is the ingredient that keeps true friendships alive despite separation, distance, or time. Care gives latitude to another person and gets you past the dislikes and annoyances. Quite simply, caring sustains love." ~ Sara Paddison, The Hidden Power of the Heart<br /></strong></span>In this world, everything follows caring…all emotions….luv, understanding...evrything.<br /></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>"Care is the actualization of love assumed." ~Doc Childre<br /></strong></span><br /><strong>Symbolize again….Imagine ur spouse taking care of everything in ur life? What more do u need in life?<br />Wont u Luv her…?<br />Wont u Understand her…?<br />Wont u do anything for her...?<br />Wont u do anything to stop that one tear to fall from her eye….?<br />U will do anything in world to keep happy a person who cares for u, I BET.<br />All emotions come if U care...</strong><br /></span></span></span><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><br />Almost everything in our culture is based on our ability to symbolize. If humans were suddenly to lose this ability, all culture would cease to exist. We would not be able to say “good morning” to our next door neighbor when we met him at the mailbox. Of course, there would be no mailbox. There would be no pencils or pens, or paper on which to write. There would be no houses, no sidewalks, no roads, no cars, no boss at the office, no office.<strong>In short, If we dont symbolize...all we would be doing is what other mammals do—eat, sleep, and reproduce.<br /></strong>Boss is a boss bcoz v symbolize…, house is a house bcoz v symbolize….<br /><br />What connection does this symbol—“a”—have with the sound v hav given it? What connection does this symbol—shoe—hav with the object on ur foot? What connection do these black marks u are now reading hav with the concepts v are actually talking about (abstract concepts at that)? v even think in symbols. For watever happens...v need to symbolize…<br /><br />Let revisit our example again, I think it will clarify my point. Imagine a situation- ><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>U hav to make smone ur partner one day…now how will u know that person u meet is that or not?<br />U need to symbolize….Symbolize that person taking care of u, eating food wid u, talking wid u, making luv wid u, laughing at ur jokes, crying in ur pains, cleaning room for u, caring for u wen u r not well…<br />Just symbolize…one week…only u &amp; that person…u will get the answers for urself…<br />If that’s the girl/guy…believe me u cant be a luckier man to find it out for u….</strong><br /></span><br />If v go by words smone says, v fight in a relation…if v put us in smone's shoes…v develop understanding….<br /><strong>If I understand my relation wid u it means ---> I understand U, I hav FAITH on U, I CARE for U…who knows this better than U....<br /></strong>ps: M tense…how much? Probably, can't express in words… Can u SYMBOLIZE….? </span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114381253084427580?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1143542169234252492006-03-28T16:03:00.000+05:302006-03-28T18:46:28.776+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Today was in lab for arnd 2hrs but things dint worked. As I was having fever, was not able to stand it more, my legs were aching badly. Special Marathi cuisine was there for lunch, so after long I had complete meal today; a litl bit of few things as I wasn't well…altho I bet it was definitely not authentic. I can learn cuisine & cook better if I c some expert preparing….Urs truly picks up languages easily so along with the learning of Tamil, Telgu…Mez trying hands on Marathi these days &amp; believe me its quite similar to Hindi…I think I can pick it up in few days…More quickly if taught by sm friend…<br />Frnds going to Kudremukh these wkend...were forcing me to come along…I haven't been out wid them for two month now(infact think havnt been out locally also from long)…I said I don’t have that mood & energy to go…they said cant believe that Sonal lacks energy…they were kidding that "v wil get two packs of glucose for u for ur energy…Sonal wid u its lots of fun...tell us who do u want to come along to pep up the mood, v wil call that person.." I said u guys go for this...M sure wil hav good mood &amp; wil join u for the next trip...<br /><br />Feel like hav no energy…<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">God didn't promise days without pain,<br />laughter without sorrow, or sun without rain,<br />but He did promise strength for the day,<br />comfort for the tears, and light for the way.<br />If God brings you to it,<br />He will bring you through it. ~Unknown<br /><br />Mez having lots of pressures currently. But I have Faith in U.<br /><br /><strong>“One life is all we have and we live it as we believe in living it.<br />But to sacrifice what you are and to live without belief, that is a fate more terrible than dying.” ~</strong> Joan of Arc<br /><br />I have one life & I wanna live it fully.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">At present, I ONLY have faith that I will. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;">I m SURE.. God wont BREAK my faith else it wont b called FAITH...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114354216923425249?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1143018325538530822006-03-22T14:26:00.000+05:302006-03-22T14:36:47.163+05:30<span style="font-size:85%;">Got this touching poem as fwd today. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Great work by smone...wanted ppl to admire so thot its worth putting on my blog...<br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">MAUT KE AAGOSH MEIN<br /><br />Har Pal Sirf Muskurana Chahti Hoon Main<br />Apne Har Gam Ko Chupana Chahti Hoon Main<br /><br />Vo Koi Aur Nahi Ajnaabi Tum Hee Ho<br />Jise Paana Chahti Hoon Main<br /><br />Dhoondhti Hoon Jise Tanhai Mein Har Waqt<br />Mandir ki Murat ke Tarah Dil Mein Basana Chahti Hoon Main<br /><br />Mil Kar Bhi Mujhsey Mera Sapna Hai Adhura<br />Kya Issi Sapne Ka Aashiyaan Banana Chahti Hoon Main<br /><br />Sab Hai Mere Paas, Phir Bhi Hoon Bheer Mein Akeli<br />Kya Issi Terha Jeena Chahti Hoon Main<br /><br />Koi Humsafar Nahi Mera, Jo De Sake Mujhe Khushi<br />Vo Sirf Ek Hai Jo Shayad Chalna Chahata Hai Mere Saath<br />Ussi Apne Dost Se Kehna Chahti Hoon Main<br /><br />Aao Thaam Lo Meri Bahein, Bahut Thak Gaye Hum,<br />Bus Ab Maut Ke Aagosh Mein So Jana Chahti Hoon Main<br /></span><br />ps: Non-hindi fellows- M Sorry if u cant get the depth of words!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114301832553853082?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1142997345850872802006-03-22T08:34:00.000+05:302006-03-22T17:39:11.166+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">V ask this frm smone & if v don’t get reply v get more worried…I realised this ystday…<br /><br />Frm past few days not having a proper mind-set …sorry cudn't post anything…altho still not feeling good…but felt will pen down smthing…its 12:37am @ night…Sur has slept...<br /><br />Wid loads of tensions on top of my head, got my first test coverage plan review done on Friday frm the US engineers…sailed across...got kudos award today frm my mgr for gud job over the cross-site review…but Mez not happy… :-(<br /><br />Had a bad weekend…Poor Monday...:-(<br /><br />Sm ppl frm other team travelling frm US to India, gave a presentation to them on Tuesday, gave a demo in lab…all went excellent...but Mez not happy… :-(<br /><br />Dad met wid an accident last week, thankfully wasn’t hurt much…looking at my tensions he dint even tell this to me...Urs truly gotta knw this frm my cousin…Mez unhappy wid myself…:-(<br /><br />Had an eerie or spooky feeling abt smthing wrong arnd whole day?<br />I can't connect wid one of my frnds…who is smwat tense…I tried getting in touch but cudnt reach...Hope evrything is fine….<br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">I think I read in class X the following definition of Health from WHO "Health is a state of complete physical, mental and social well-being and not merely the absence of disease or infirmity."<br />Hav lost on sleep &amp; not well for last few days…&amp; guess wat my horoscope says "Though you are going through considerable mental stress, your overall health is fine. "….I guess astrologer doesn’t knws this definition of health…:-(<br /><br />Current song: "Sometimes words are hard to find I'm looking for that perfect line To let you know you r always on my mind … "</span> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114299734585087280?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1142514596823837562006-03-16T18:38:00.000+05:302006-03-16T19:08:11.536+05:30<div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;">Its 6:25pm now & I was preparing for a plan review wid US team which is on Friday, frm 8:30pm to 9:30pm…already life is so tough these days &amp; on top of that I hav to be tmrw in office till so late alone :-( </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Vicky,my cousin in Delhi, getting engaged on 26th March & marriage is on 6th April…..Vicky is marrying Neeru, theirs a luv marriage &amp; Neeru works wid Vicky…Urs truly met them in Vicky's elder brother thatz my cousin Sonu bhaiya's marriage in Jan…(I hav mentioned abt Vicky in my post Perceptions)…</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">..they make a cute couple, more than anything they care for each other & r very good frnds… Vicky called up smtime back to ask me whether I hav booked my flight tickets or not…I just said I m a bit skeptical abt my trip.</span> <span style="font-size:85%;">I m sharing a small touching piece of conversation between me &amp; Vicky...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I asked him, so Vicky, How do u feel after all this, after how many crushes u got Neeru? Here's wat Vicky said to me:<br /><span style="color:#000099;">"Sona, many ppl come very close to us in life… u know boys ..even I had many crushes like any other guy…in fact I got emotionally very close to someone but then somehow things dint worked out & wen things dont happen &amp; u loose all hopes…</span></span><span style="color:#000099;"><br /></span><span style="color:#000099;"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">...at all these times Neeru was just a frnd for me, I used to tell her evrything about me, my successes, my failures, my family, everything..she knew & understood my mood, my condition IN &amp; OUT...Standing there as a rock & praying for me evrytime…She did evrything for me which cud be expected frm a frnd, in fact more than a frnd…<br />...&amp; then u realise that this person luved me even wen I luved smone else & thatz real feeling of luv...u realise that person has been more than a frnd for me…..u realise that its time to Drop the past baggage &amp; move on…previous things dint happen bcoz circumstances were not correct but then even in adverse conditions this friend was there standing by my side, praying for me 24x7…<br />..I changed my perception, I thot that I can sit & cry over past but may be things dint happen in past bcoz God wanted me to realize worth of my friend....</span> </span><span style="color:#000099;"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">..I realised that I m not doing anything wrong to my past crush…she is away from me, wid her frnds &amp; family & will move on in her life but then I cant live in past too… </span><br /></div></span><span style="color:#000099;"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></span></span><div align="justify"><span style="color:#000099;"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">..My conscience questioned me that wat am I doing to a frnd who is so close to me & cares but I don't...I m sharing only my pains wid her, even wen I shud give her happiness by sharing her pains...I dint wanted to commit a blunder by neglecting her for someone in past..&amp; feel guilty later in life...realised it that it is the time to hold the hand of friend who is my present & can be my future…<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color:#000099;"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">…but u know Sona, v guys r very weak frm inside, v Like the girl but v r Scared to commit…at times many guys don’t get in life the girl who cares for them, just bcoz they can't realize it even wen the girl is in front of them whole day, &amp; by the time they realize..parents get her married…<br />...v r not devoted so strongly like u girls in a relationship…..Neeru was my friend but I never got to knw that Even wen I liked smone else then also she liked me...she liked me as a person & dint hate me just bcoz I liked smone else in past...probably thatz luv...luving smone unconditionally for wat they r at present...she became more than a friend, a caring figure for me…</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">...I liked her but she cared for me a lot…I cud have lived in the past, but life is about living in present, many times v keep looking at past so much that v forget to live in present…"</span><br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ps: May God bless Vicky &amp; Neeru...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Vicky I m putting ur personal stuff on my blog..but i knw u wont get angry wid me for ingraining up this to my readers, one of the most beautiful relationships that u &amp; Neeru share..of being caring frnds before being a couple in life ... </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114251459682383756?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1142406120824677662006-03-15T12:28:00.000+05:302006-03-15T13:51:31.006+05:30I guess today is Holi…<br />Holi has always been time to give up all the bad feelings for anyone & spread love..<br />It was fun wen I was at home…going wid dad to shop colors, helping mom in kitchen in making lots of goodies, wishing &amp; getting wished frm elders, playing wid siblings & friends…it was fun..<br />Today things seem to be changed, I cant believe I m sitting in office &amp; writing this post…sorry to my job for taking time out frm it & writing this stuff…but I m sad...can't help it...<br /><br /><strong>They say holi is time to give away all Malice from ur heart &amp; to embrace even ur enemies...</strong><br /><br />Its first time in my life that no body applied a drop of color on my cheek…in the morning got up at 7am, took bath...dint have any colors at home, so offered turmeric (natural of all the colors) in Ganesha's feet & asked him to spread it on the people I love…<br /><br />Called up mom &amp; dad, then called up my granny, uncles, aunts & cousins…wished them…<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Sanjaya, one of my senior mgr in office, stopped me on the way &amp; asked, "Wat happend man! u appear to be so lost ...where are those smiles & enthusiasm man, I am missing that cheerful Sonal... " </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Urs truly dint knw wat to say to him, just said 'Nothing Sanjaya' gave a fake smile..&amp; walked out...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span>Wish I can GO NEAR ppl whom I luv that I can spread luv in form of colors on their cheek too…<br /><br />I dint touch any elder's feet, Nobody splashed color on my face, No one hugged me & kissed my forehead, I dint astonished anyone by putting color wen asleep…<br /><strong>Colors stand for Life, colors stand for emotions, colors stand for respecting sentiments, colors stand for wiping tears &amp; spreading luv..</strong><br />Missing those colors in life...<br />It has never been so lifeless, colorless, sad &amp; dull like this before…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114240612082467766?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1142306002416194082006-03-14T08:22:00.000+05:302008-02-05T16:27:16.812+05:30<span style="font-family:times new roman;">...I collect greeting cards &amp; have more than 300 cards which my different frnds gave me since class 3rd, some r back home, &amp; sm r there wid me decorated in my lobby at home...in those cards there r cards which r just a piece of paper, I remember one such card which my frnd gave in class 4th summer holidays, she made it in class wid half sheet of paper frm her science notebook….the card is just 3 inches in length, with pencil one flower is made, &amp; inside wid pencil is written, "Happy Holidays, Enjoy your holidays, I will miss u…See you after the hols…"<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><strong>…I wish I cud be that child again wen everyone said wat they meant &amp; evryone meant wat they say…when ppl reciprocated care wid care...<br />…emotions used to flow naturally, v shouted wen v were angry &amp; v smiled wen v luvd &amp; cared….evryone arnd was innocent &amp; there was no pretense….<br /></strong><br /></span><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114230600241619408?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1142243010768199452006-03-13T14:50:00.000+05:302006-03-13T17:00:13.646+05:30<em>Someone sent me this fwd, which brought tears to my eyes…its first time that Urs truly don’t have words to add here...just read it…feel it…and act…</em><br />Here it goes….<br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;">After 21 years of marriage, I discovered a new way of keeping alive the spark of love. A little while ago I started to go out with another woman. It was really my wife's idea. "I know you love her", she said one day, taking me by surprise. "<br />But I love YOU!" I protested.<br />"I know, but you also love her."<br />The other woman my wife wanted me to visit was my mother, who has been a widow for 19 years. The demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night, I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.<br />"What's wrong, are you well", she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.<br />"I thought it would be pleasant to pass some time with you", I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, then said, "I would like that very much."<br /><br />That Friday, after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the doorway with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel.<br />We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady. After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print. Halfway through the entree, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips. "It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small", she said.<br /></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong>"Then it's time you relaxed and let me return the favor", I responded.<br /></strong><br />During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation nothing extraordinary, just catching up on recent events of each other's lives. We talked so much that we missed the movie. As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you." I agreed and kissed her good night.<br />"How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home."Very nice. Much nicer than I could have imagined", I answered.<br />A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do anything for her.<br />Sometime later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I had dined. An attached note said: "<strong>I paid this bill in advance. I was almost sure that I couldn't be there, but, never-the-less, I paid for two plates...one for you and the other for you wife. </strong>You will never know what that night meant to me. I love you."<br /><br /></span></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong>At that moment, I understood the importance of saying, "I LOVE YOU" in time, and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than God and people who love you.<br /></strong>Do you feel like this for someone near you?<br /></span></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong>“If you are worried about someone whole day,<br />If you think about that person only.</strong></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong>If you dont talk to them but wait him/her to speak to you.<br />If you get hurt when he/she is hurt.<br />If you want to help that person but you can't,<br />And, if you feel bad why you can't help.<br />Then there is only one truth in life<br />that you LOVE that person.”<br /></strong></span></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;">Do you realise and accept this truth of life in front of that someone near you?</span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;">At times, its difficult for us to realise that we are in love with someone. The quote by Leo Tolstoy describes it perfectly, </span></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><strong>"He felt now that he was not simply close to her, but that he did not know where he ended and she began." ~Leo Tolstoy </strong></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;">Give them the Love they deserve, because these things cannot always be put off to some other time. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:arial;">Author Unknown<br /></span></span><br />ps: Worth of right time, someone's care &amp; compassion , beauty of someone's luv can't be expressed more beautifully in words than this ....Just felt like sharing it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114224301076819945?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1142186317661152602006-03-12T23:27:00.000+05:302006-03-12T23:28:37.676+05:30GOD is SLEEPING...Can U wake him up??<br /><br />I NEED HIM.<br />:-(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114218631766115260?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1142174724538839512006-03-12T20:10:00.000+05:302006-03-12T20:36:35.963+05:30<span style=";font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;" >Radhika asked me on Friday, Sonal I m watching u so closely for yrs now…who knws u better than ur frnds…ur problems, ur tensions & ur moods…but still u keep the ppl arnd u charged, pepped up &amp; optimist…wats keeps u so optimist…?<o:p></o:p></span> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">She said - "Forget watevr is the current situation, I remember at the time of campus placements also u were highly optimist…wen all of us were trying luck for every company, u opted for just two companies, waited patiently for ur dream company till third day, sat for that very first & got thru…" Her analysis surprised urs truly. Let me try to answer her thru this post... <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Urs truly still remembers the day before the placement was abt to start…called up papa & told him, campus placements start tmrw and I wil keep telling u everyday hw many got selected &amp; for which company…don't think why ur daughter is not getting selected bcoz I m not going to sit till day3…<span style="font-weight: bold;">I wanna use my options at hand, if I don’t succeed its ok…at least I won't feel guilty that I never tried for wat I wanted...</span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Papa just said I trust u & I knw that u do wat u like with </span><span style="font-size:85%;"><st1:city><st1:place><span style="">ur</span></st1:place></st1:city></span><span style="font-size:85%;"> heart &amp; passion…So, go ahead…<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">The only thing which keeps urs truly optimist is the hope that '<span style="font-weight: bold;">V can succeed…v just need to try…one who GIVES UP before trying the option present in hand has FAILED, not the one who dint achieve it..bcoz the one who tried will be always happy that at least I tried my best…Moreover, God helps those who help themselves…."</span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">….All this optimism comes just frm one person & thatz papa…u hav to meet papa to knw this…such a logical, simple, down-to-earth &amp; friendly person, I feel he can be friends with anyone in the world & he says if truth is there in ur heart, anybody in the world can be convinced…extremely superb conversationalist, luving, social, caring…everyone arnd just cant<span style=""> </span>avoid being friends wid him….<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">"God helps those who help themselves…". -this quote I learnt frm moral science textbook in class first…but I like wat papa added as example to this quote…He says- "<b style="">If u say God should satisfy my hunger then if food is served in front of u, it wont automatically enter ur mouth, u have to use ur hands to put a morsel….God gives us food but if v hav to satisfy our hunger, V hav to make an effort to grab & eat it…</b>"<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:85%;" >…U can't work in </span><span style="font-size:85%;"><st1:city><st1:place><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">ur</span></st1:place></st1:city></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:85%;" > dream company just by praying to God. --> <span style="font-weight: bold;">U hav to face interview, get selected and work...</span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:85%;" >...U can’t expect flowers to grow, just bcoz u pray to God that u want a garden. --> <span style="font-weight: bold;">U hav to sow the seeds…</span>(reminds me, papa is an excellent gardener too..)<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:85%;" >…U can' spend life wid smone of ur choice just by praying to God to send a nice boy or girl--> <span style="font-weight: bold;">U shud have faith in the person who cares for u & take the risk of holding his/her hand…</span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">God gives us options, but until v choose them they will remain options only…</span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Urs truly feels that "<b style="">Optimism is a state of mind which comes wen U R passionate abt smthing whether its </b></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><st1:city><st1:place><b style=""><span style="">ur</span></b></st1:place></st1:city><b style=""><span style=""> dream job, dream garden or smone u wanna spend </span></b><st1:city><st1:place><b style=""><span style="">ur</span></b></st1:place></st1:city><b style=""><span style=""> life wid…</span></b></span><span style="font-size:85%;">"<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">...if v r passionate abt smthing, optimism comes naturally...<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><b style=""><span style="">Until v make an effort to achieve smthing which v want…nobody is going to drop it into our lap so easily…so v hav to be OPTIMIST & CLEAR abt wat v want in our life, make up our minds &amp; try to give everything to achieve it…<o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br />Hope I answered u Rads...<br />Ciao,<br />Sonal<br /><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br />ps: Papa says, <span style="font-weight: bold;">Be Optimist, bold & Independent to take ur decisions, bcoz if u don't take them ,then others will decide for u, &amp; then u have to live wid it all ur life…</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Mez having intermittent splitting headache frm four days, any remedies …:-(<o:p></o:p></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114217472453883951?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1142088436730802992006-03-11T20:01:00.000+05:302006-03-11T21:08:09.606+05:30<p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style=";font-size:100%;color:black;" >Kamyaa has gone to Chennai, Radhika is busy wid smthing this wkend (altho she invited me to come & stay at home) &amp; Sur has gone out…I went out wid Sur for half an hr to buy household stuff for the nxt week…I was abt to pick eggs, but then remembered abt the bird flu…i m thinking abt my frnd who likes non-veg a lot…but wudn’t hav eaten for long now :-(<u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style=";font-size:100%;color:black;" ><u1:p> </u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style=";font-size:100%;color:black;" >Its 6:37pm…nobody arnd me...Mez missing home & my close frnds a lot…Mez also missing my dog 'Jack'…I luv jack &amp; he luvs me too…jack gets to knw frm far that I coming…wen I go home sits in the same room, near my feet…luvs me unconditionally…wen I was at home, I used to take him for walk every night before shutting the doors…so whether its 10:30pm or 11:30pm..he knew, Sonal will take me out…as soon as I used to giv a look, he wil getup for the walk, wag his tail, & go &amp; stand near the door…such an intelligent creature…trained by papa...never enters kitchen, bathroom, never climbs on the bed...understands the language of silence, the power of things said frm one's eyes…so its anger or luv, he can sense it…even wen v r angry reciprocates wid luv only…& even wen hez angry…just a soft bark…easy to make out that hez saying 'Listen to me..'<u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style=";font-size:100%;color:black;" >The post as it moves further is inspired by a mail which my frnd Arvind sent today...gotta mail frm him after 3 months I guess…that too a fwd…Arvind was my classmate in B.E…nice person, superb singer...a true virgo in spirits…excellent sense of humor…frnds wid evryone, caring & emotional, wud get angry but never mean it…wil shout but will feel low wen makes u angry…nice frnd to be wid…Haven't met him since 2yrs though...<u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style=";font-size:100%;color:black;" >The power of silence is really strong…<u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style=";font-size:100%;color:black;" >Current song on Radio city is "<span style="font-weight: bold;">You raise me up…So that I can reach the mountains...I am strong & I am on ur shoulders…You raise me up to more than I can be…</span>." …Excellent song…<span style="font-weight: bold;">wanna convey these words to ppl i care for</span>....the confidence that luv instills in us & v feel that v r strong enuf to face any circumstance in life for smone v care &amp; this confidence helps us to make our choices, instead of world making choices for us…<u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style=";font-size:100%;color:black;" >The post ahead in green & orange color is copied frm the fwd by Arvind..<u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Have u ever experienced a moment in </span></i><st1:city><st1:place><st1:city><st1:place><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">ur</span></i></st1:place></st1:city></st1:place></st1:city><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> life when u just ran out of words and u go...</span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" > </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">s i l e n t ??? </span></i><i><span style="color:blue;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span></i><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Let me assist u in recalling... </span></i><i><span style="color:black;"> </span></i><o:p></o:p></span></p> <span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p></span> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">.. the moment when u left your home for the first time and u look <u1:p></u1:p></span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"> <u1:p></u1:p></span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">back at </span></i><st1:city><st1:place><st1:city><st1:place><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">ur</span></i></st1:place></st1:city></st1:place></st1:city><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"> parents who are worried that their son/daughter are <u1:p></u1:p><br />leaving them yet happy that their child took the first step towards <u1:p></u1:p></span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">independence. </span></i><i><span style="color:teal;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span></i><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" > <i>... the moment after the HR manager has just called u and told<br /><u1:p></u1:p>you,"You are through! Congrats!" </i></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color:green;"><u1:p></u1:p>... the moment when u are parting with </span></i><st1:city><st1:place><st1:city><st1:place><i><span style="color:green;">ur</span></i></st1:place></st1:city></st1:place></st1:city><i><span style="color:green;"> old friend(s) and the <u1:p></u1:p></span></i><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color:green;">train has just started... and u are standing on the door of the <u1:p></u1:p><br />wagon.. waving "bye-bye" with </span></i><st1:city><st1:place><st1:city><st1:place><i><span style="color:green;">ur</span></i></st1:place></st1:city></st1:place></st1:city><i><span style="color:green;"> heart beating fast... </span></i><i><span style="color:black;"> </span></i><o:p></o:p></span></p> <span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p></span> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold;">... the moment when the girl/boy u like most...told u that I like u!! </span><u1:p style="font-weight: bold;"></u1:p><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">U don't say anything.. U wanted to say something but u dint...</span> </span></i><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color:black;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span></i><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">You can go on remembering your "special" moments! </span></i><o:p></o:p></span></p> <span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p></span> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> <u1:p></u1:p></span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">I had always wondered why I never said anything to myself at those <u1:p></u1:p><br />moments.. as if it was "understood"... happiness, joy, pain.. all<br />feelings just flowed ceaselessly in the 'years' that passed in those flash moments!<u1:p></u1:p></span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" > <u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">They say.. the best way to communicate is through "silence". <u1:p></u1:p></span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Love. Joy. Grief. Surprise. Anger. Hope. Expectations. Support.</span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Non-cooperation... </span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color:black;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span></i><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Can you imagine the importance of a silent moment in a song?? </span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">When Bryan Adams stops for a while along with music, before he goes <u1:p></u1:p></span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">on in his husky voice...</span><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> Please forgive me. I can't stop loving you!! </span></b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">(One of my fav. songs)</span><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> </span></b></i><i><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> </span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color:black;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span></i><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">Ever had those moments when you thought you were tired enough that <u1:p></u1:p></span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">you reach for your bed after dinner.. but find yourself wide awake looking at the roof of your room silently... </span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">But you sure are 'thinking'... those moments of self-talk are the <u1:p></u1:p><br />most important in our lives. Those moments when we listen to our own <u1:p></u1:p>hearts! Those promises... those decisions... those are the moments when we make our destinies! </span></i></b><i><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"> </span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color:black;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span></i><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color:black;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span></i><i style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Next time you go silent... listen carefully to what your heart is </span></i><o:p style="font-weight: bold;"></o:p></span></p> <span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><u1:p></u1:p></span> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-weight: bold;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><i><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">saying.. listen to its joy...listen to its pain.. listen to its fears.. listen to its desires.. <u1:p></u1:p></span></i></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-size:100%;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-weight: bold;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <u1:p></u1:p></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><u1:p style="font-weight: bold;"></u1:p><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;">...<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">ONLY U can decide wat u want in life, no one else can, Neither parents, Nor siblings, Not even frnds</span>...my frnd said once<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">...UR DESIRE becomes UR NEED & if u DONT fulfill ur need it HURTS...</span> I feel U just have to ACT to fulfill that need...<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">If U REALLY NEED IT, ACT TOWARDS IT, GOD WILL HELP U GET IT....</span><br /></span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />....as my blog says always BELIEVE IN UR ACTIONS, BELIVE IN PPL WHO CARE FOR U, HAVE FAITH IN GOD & ACHIEVE UR DREAMS....</span><font>Life is all about Dreams, Aspirations &amp; Inspirations...</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><font><font><font><font><font><font><br /><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font><font>Cellphone rang went to pick it up running to c the sms…but guess wat it was a 'Free tones' sms…:-( ….Seems like no one is missing me ovr the weekend… :-( I knw few ppl miss me, evn if they hav not called or msgd & its like being near &amp; conveying thru silence…smtimes word r not required at all…<u1:p></u1:p><span 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style="font-weight: bold;">.smtime v need to act & convey</span>…convey that 'U make a difference in my life….' <span style="font-weight: bold;">bcoz</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">there r sm relations in world v wanna choose for ourselves...</span>the ppl who care for us…deserve those words frm us..&amp; they deserve our affection as much as they shower upon us…<u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114208843673080299?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1141999053746565032006-03-10T19:15:00.000+05:302006-03-10T19:28:48.573+05:30<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3203/1043/1600/calvin.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3203/1043/320/calvin.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />This was the signature in someone's mail today:<br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">"Don't Limit Your Challenge's. Challenge Your Limit's."</span></strong><br /><br />Start the weekend on this note...& follow it thru life...<br /><br />V can spend lifetime in thinking whether to take first step or not, where as its better to take that first step &amp; plan the actions for how to meet that goal..<br />There r two kinds of ppl:<br />one, on whom destiny rules &amp; second, who rule on destiny....<br />Try to be in the 2nd category...<br /><br /><strong>Follow your heart...destiny will follow u..</strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114199905374656503?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1141961450724712932006-03-10T08:52:00.000+05:302006-03-10T12:38:24.930+05:30<span style="font-size:85%;">Sur msgd in evng that she will come late & wil hav dinner outside. Wen I retrnd from the office kamyaa was packing her stuff, she told me that she is leaving for Chennai tonite…I asked her- "Wat abt dinner?" ..She said she will eat smthing &amp; leave…one thing I can't tolerate is smone missing the meal…papa used to always tease me that this girl will fast so strictly on milk & one fruit but cant c anyone hungry…<br />..anyway kamyaa was supposed to leave within half an hr so I just washed my hands &amp; went straight away to kitchen, cooked dinner within 20mins & told kamyaa to have it before leaving…after dinner kamyaa left, she has taken an off frm office for Friday…<br />Sur returned late, I was just switching tv channels…lost smwhere in my own world…in between Sunny, my cousin, who came to Bangalore recently, sent an sms, replied back to him &amp; then threw away the phone back in one corner…<br /><br />…cell-phone is my only major expense per month, I cant avoid calling up ppl I care for, at times wen I end up calling more than twice @ home per day, papa laughs at me that Sonal u r a very emotional person…I always tell him, that look papa, <strong>life is very short, we shud live it fully, v shud live it like it’s the last day of my life…<br /></strong><br />And, thatz smthing I will like to write upon more….<strong>imagine if today is the last day of ur life….<br />Wat will u like to do…?<br /></strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">…whom wil u like to call up & say- I want to thank u for being in my life!!<br />…whom wil u call up &amp; say- I never wanted to hurt u, but it just happened , I m sorry for wat I did to u !!<br />…whom will u call up & say- I care for u, as much as u care for me…!!<br /></span><br />Life is very short and most of the time, most of the ppl, spend it in thinking wat will happen if they take sm step…I remember a quote which says "<strong>Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step."<br /></strong><br />They say it takes days to build &amp; nurture a relation & it just takes secs to break it… "<strong>To break is much easier than to create..."</strong><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">…To agitate smone is much easier than to becalm...<br />…To break a rule is much easier than to follow one...<br />…To break a heart is much easier than winning someone's heart…<br />…To lie is a lot easier than to face the truth in smone'e eyes…<br />..To pluck a flower is much easier than to grow one…<br />..To bring tear to an eye is much easier than to bring that smile...<br /></span><br /><strong>The real strength is not in finding that person who wants us to be happy, the real test is how v face the adversities of the world to keep that person happy…Anyone can come &amp; make u happy, the question is- can u keep the same person happy?<br /></strong><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">It takes a lifetime to find someone who cares for u selflessly & it takes moments to say goodbye to them…</span><br /><br />…My dada (my grandpa) used to say that this holds extremely true for relationships…the real test of a relation happens in adverse conditions only…"<strong>Its easier to fight wid anyone, give up to the adverse conditions arnd u, the real strength is in holding your nerves &amp; being wid d person u care in the downturns of life…Problem wid ppl is that they give up very easily, and many times we give up wen we are almost near the goal…</strong>"<br /><br />I read in a fwd today that, "<span style="color:#3366ff;">In life there are very rare chances that you will meet the person you care for & who cares for u in return. So, once u hav it don't ever let go, the chance might never come your way aga</span><span style="color:#3366ff;">in</span>."<br />How much do ppl follow, God only knws that…!!<br /><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">So, do today, wat u wud have done if it was last day of ur life....</span><br /></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>Life is all about making ppl smile, if you are sad no matter wat you do, you can't make ppl around u smile…so never take a decision which makes u sad at first step...<br /></strong><br />Its 1:35am by my lappy, guess its time to sign off Sonal…current song on Radio city is "Luv ke liye saala, kuch bhi karega..." ..strange song…<br />Ciao<br />Sonal<br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">ps: Hav headache &amp; mild fever but dont wanna sit at home alone...:-( ...Mez reached office at 8:15am today, early morning song on Radio city was "Soona, Soona Mann Ka Aangan..." frm Parineeta, a melodious number...I guess Sonu nigam has sung this song, one song which melts the heart…every word in the song holds a meaning, its rare to see Saif in such a serious role…it touches wen he says…"<em><span style="color:#3366ff;">Shaam ho ya Savera, laaga teri hee yaadon ka dera, toone bandhan kyun yeh toda, toone kahe ko moonh moda….Kaho na, Kaho na.</span>."</em><br />Non-hindi fellows plz don’t ask me to translate this….it wil spoil ithe beauty of the song…but I won't disappoint u...let me try like all my previous posts…"<em><span style="color:#3366ff;">Whether its morning or evening, ur memories are wid me always, tell me why u wanna break this bond, why u wanna go away</span>…."</em> …I hope I did justice wid the song, </span></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">Anyone wid better translation…?? Plz feel free to comment...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114196145072471293?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1141881410956579822006-03-09T10:36:00.000+05:302006-03-09T10:46:50.976+05:30One of my friend's favourite quote:<br /><strong>"Difficult takes time, impossible just a little longer"</strong><br />So even wen ppl forget wat they believe in, I ABIDE by it.<br /><br />And here is the one from urs truly...<br /><strong>"To one who has faith, no explanation is necessary. To one without faith, no explanation is possible.<br />Without faith, nothing is possible. With it, nothing is impossible."</strong><br />- DrMartin Luther King Jr.<br /><br /><strong>Impossible...says I M POSSIBLE</strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114188141095657982?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1141878178670899752006-03-08T23:55:00.000+05:302006-03-09T12:18:42.583+05:30<span style="font-size:85%;">If there is one thing that runs the world that would be ‘Womanhood’. There is no other creation of God which is as beautiful as a woman. A woman symbolizes love, grace, poise, sacrifice, austerity, respect, status, growth, prosperity, and other fine traits known to humanity.<br />She is sister, daughter, care giver, grandmother, wife, lover, friend...All these faces have been portrayed by her in a state of timelessness...<br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Current song on Radio, "I am so lonely, I have nobody to call my own..." ----he is describes there was a girl in life, how he lost it…these men don’t understand that there is only one life which v shud spend wid smone who luvs us madly, they first hurt them & then sing such a song sitting alone, instead if they have guts to accept the girl who is ready to spread smiles in their life, they never hav to sing this song….bcoz rarely woman accept dat they luv smone, it depends on men to dig the past or learn frm it &amp; shud never allow the girl in present to walk away frm our lives…<br />...if v r alone at no point smone's luv can be exchanged for nething in world…<br /></span><br /></span>My first dedication on women's day goes to my Mom (mom stands for my mummy & granny both). Mom has to be the tower of strength for us all in the coming weeks, months and years. She did it, and she did it well. She was, and still is, a tribute to womanhood, and to motherhood. <strong>If we could give u a gift Mom, we would give u the ability to see urself as others see u, then u could really see how very special u are.</strong> U come in and out of our lives and leave footprints and memories engraved on our hearts forever. Ur courage in the face of adversity, and ur inner strength is truly a blessing to us all.<br />You are a shining gem to each of us. We appreciate the love u have shown to each of us, and last but not least, the way you have cared for Dad all those years. You are indeed a true ‘woman of heart’, a woman with great faith, and a wonderful role model to many.<br /><br />It was such a close relationship, like best friends really and we'd tell each other just about everything<br />Ya, u guessed it right, the 2nd dedication goes to my sis. No one will ever have the same closeness to u my sis, purely because, as V get older, u remember things no one else can. U r remembering the same things and there’s a common background.<br />There is a special kind of freedom that sisters enjoy. In fact, this sister-to-sister relationship may be the envy of all other kinds of human relationships. Sisters seem to have discovered the freedom to share their innermost thoughts without fear. Sisters have no problem in sharing their true feelings, feelings which are intimate and personal, revealing hidden inner thoughts which could be revealed to no one else,<br /><br /><strong>But, perhaps most special about the sister relationship is the freedom to totally and completely be themselves---no put on, no pretense, no cover-up, no fear of being put down.</strong> This luxury of being able to simply be yourself is a fantastic benefit. The real celebration is that here, too, is the very best of all best friends.<br /><br />The last dedication goes to all my friends. It is one of the few relationships in life that we choose. We have no choice as to who our mother, our father, our brother, our sister, our son, our daughter is. God lovingly chooses them for us. Because He does, we readily recognize that they are sacred relationships. There are a few relationships, however, that should be recognized as at least equal to those mentioned above. These relationships are made sacred, not because they were chosen for us, but instead are sacred because they are chosen by us. One such relation is that of a friend.<br /><strong>If I am your friend, it is because I choose to be your friend. If you are my friend, it is because you choose to be my friend.</strong> Of all the people in the world, we have given our friendship one to the other. How sacred then is such a relationship!<br /><br />Friendship is one of the few relationships in this life that never changes. <strong>The child eventually grows up and leaves home. The parent grows old and passes away. Brothers and sisters move away from home.</strong> At first the child needs the parent; later the parent needs the child. In friendship it doesn't have to be so. Many parents admit that about the time they start to learn how to be good parents, the children are grown. The same is true with many of our relationships in life. <strong>Any relationship if its based on friendship whether its parents, siblings, children or spouse, it holds stronger….<br /></strong><br /><strong>I can be your friend, even if you choose not to be my friend. In other words, to be a friend, friendship does not need to be reciprocated. This means that if I am your friend, I have chosen you from a wide field of possibilities. I did not choose you because you accepted an invitation from me, for I became your friend before you accepted. </strong>In some cases, I am your friend even if you never accept, but, oh, what an honor it is to have a friend!<br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:78%;"><strong>(One of my friend lied to me today also…but Mez waiting in silence to hear the truth...<span style="color:#3366ff;">Mom says that silence works in every relation, if one person is angry other shud be silent to hold the relation, just hav faith in wat u do</span>…if u r true to ur relations, other person will understand that, u just need to be calm & wait….I know u r lying and God knws I will wait...)<br /></strong></span>I Believe that God hears to those who luv truly…luv can be for ur Mom, Sis, friend or lover...<br />It was women's day today, did u spread that special smile in the life of those special women around u who pray only for u...<br /><strong>The lady who cares wen u dint hav food, wen u dint sleep i.e.Mom,<br />The lady who cribs wen u dnt talk to her, dnt call or sms..i.e Sis,<br />The lady who wants to be wid u in ups &amp; downs in life & doesn't care wat world thinks wen she walks wid u and portrays the prev two roles too i.e. Wife/Girlfriend.<br />That special woman will be wid u even wen world turns away the eyes…men may think wen they LIE to a female that they fooled her…but reality is if u liked a woman once in ur life…whether its ur mom, sis or lover…she can sense the reality in ur eyes…evn if u say u don’t care…they knw U DO…if a woman luvs u, she luvs u…</strong>there r no ifs &amp; buts wid it & it doesn't change wid time</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>If u r a man remember: she can handle all the pains the world gives for u…but she cant handle the one you gave urself… </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>…remember she stays there wid u, even wen everyone leaves..<br /></strong><br />All that she has been to man through time. The mother, the beauty, the tease, the oppressed, the intellectual, the strong, the powerful, the muse...<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>Tell me u made that special woman smile or cry..??<br /></strong>Ciao<br />Sonal</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">ps: Current song on radio city, Hum dil de chuke sanam….superb song…the way she says after God I wil pray just for u….superb dedication…who offers such selfless luv to someone in today's world…?<br />Reminds me of one more such song.."Koi Jab tumhara hriday tod de, tadpta hua jab koi chod de, tab tum mere paas aana priye…Mera dar khula hai, khula hee rahega tumhare liye..."<br />For the non-hindi folks…it wont have that effect, but I wil try to convey the meaning…<br /><strong>"Smday wen world hurts u &amp; leaves u in vain….at that time, come to me, my love, my arms were wide open for u &amp; they always wil b…" </strong></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;"><strong>A friend sent me this link today...chk it out...<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><a href="http://www.touchninspire.com/woman.html">WOMAN</a></span></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114187817867089975?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1141702555203358162006-03-07T09:02:00.000+05:302006-03-07T10:35:11.236+05:30<span style="font-size:85%;">It’s a long post so hold ur breath, take ur time & read it…its 1:05am &amp; here I go..<br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;">So frnds, marriage season all arnd as told earlier also…one frnd & one cousin got married recently, three fnds got engaged &amp; one couple frm class also got married recently…all this jst in 2006 ..thatz less than 60 days...isnt it HOT enuf topic to write up on….so I thot of collecting perception abt marriage…so here is reporter Sonal asking ppl abt their views abt marriage…<br />Plz excuse me as all r the unedited views of ppl replying back either in person, thru sms, over phone or msgr…I will mention whether the respondent is male/female, married/unmarried, real name/pseudo name for my readers…*some names have been change to protect identity, where its real, I will mention that…<br /><br /><strong>LUCKY: (Real Name, Male, Unmarried, My younger cousin)<br /></strong>No arrange, only luv....n if not luv then i'll marry my frend...i want transparency in married life...complete trust n by that i mean i wnt hide anything from her, be it my ailments or my past...i want a foundation of truth....i dnt want her to know cooking...nothing...all i want is that she accepts me the way i am....later if she wants any changes i'll incorporate those..no problem<br />...marriage for me is not COMPROMISE....it's CO-OPERATION<br /><br />Things I want 2 do for special woman......<br />1> i'll cook for her<br />2> i'll take care her parents, especially her mom<em>…(here urs truly asked Y MOM?</em>)…"mom na hoti toh voh kahan se aati" i.e. If mom was not there where wil she come from?.....my way of saying thank u to her..<br />3> i want to hold her hand n watch sunset<br /><em>Here Urs truly asked- "As its luv wat if ur parents don't agree? "<br /></em>I'll try my level best to convince them, if they wont...then they shuldn't expect me 2 marry someone else, else i'll spend rest of my life remembering her every passing moment…& will make sure that she gets married to right kind of guy who keeps her happy &amp; won't talk to her so that past doesn't haunt upon her….<br /><br /><strong>Sonu (Real Name, Male, Married for two months, My elder cousin)<br /></strong>Marriage is a tuf decision, talked to a lot of girls before marriage…but settled for smone who has meeting of minds wid me, smone who cares & understands that marriage is abt being devoted to a relation…at present marriage for me is going down of my bank balance due to wedding arrangements…:-)...but its ok…v wil together make it again…only thing is she shud understand her responsibility…men n women r like two wheels of the cart…both shud be sensible &amp; bold to keep that cart moving…against the social constraints….relatives come attend marriage & go, wil meet her after months…parents will talk to her for smtime... but its me who has to spend life wid her…so she shud b smone who understands me thoroughly….<br /><br /><strong>Hari (Real Name, Male, Unmarried, My friend)<br /></strong>I m ready for marriage, jst looking for smone, tell me if any of ur frnd is interested :-) Hav told parents…I don’t mind even if she earns more than me…I m not frm those ego-centered guys…if she earns more than me I will feel proud of her…let ppl shud be jealous y shud I think abt it….horoscope match is imp for us, so parents want that to happen…its great if v r frm same office…there r many hidden benefits in it..if any nice girl in the office, give her my phn.no…(BTW, Hari works in my office &amp; Hari look I mentioned ur name as u were asking me to post this on my blog for past so many months)<br /><br /><strong>XYZ(Pseudo Name, Female, Unmarried, My friend)</strong><br />Marriage for me is a very sacred thing. The guy has to be mature & understanding…person has to be first my frnd &amp; then spouse…bcoz if smone understands u as frnd, wud never hurt u…shud be wid me in all phases of life…shud b there to share my laughter, shud hold himself even wen I scream & this is more imp...bcoz neone can share happiness but only who cares for u will stand near u even wen u r angry &amp; shouting to go away…anyone can b happy wid us…but only smone who has been like a frnd…wil b there even wen things go wrong…smone who will hold the nerves even wen we are restless & will say that I knw u are tense my frnd…but together we can face everything…<br />...But then all this maturity he shud have before only, I am not going to teach him all this…if he is not bold enough to stand beside me against the world, he is not worth being my husband, I shud look upto him wid confidence &amp; he will find me standing there for moral support wen he stands by me against all odds…he shud be a true male…bold, caring, luving, understanding…..<br /><br /><strong>ABC(Pseudo Name, Female, Unmarried, My friend)</strong><br />Marriage? I don’t know, yaar! Don’t ask me I m confused myself…sometimes feel arranged is better at least parents wil make correct choice…& sometime feel should marry someone who knows me like my close friend who was wid me in bad times bcoz they definitely understand us better... Can't say yaar…<br /><br /><strong>Vicky (Real Name, Male, Getting Married on 6th April, My cousin)<br /></strong>She was always my close frnd…I knw her for many years now altho time doesn't matter here closeness does…v used to talk like frnds formally as v were in same office...then v got closer wen she started taking care of me, started understanding my moods…<br />...then my department changed &amp; our work-time changed too…but she used to keep track of my timings, my likes & dislikes &amp; then there is time in life wen u feel that u shud get married to smone like this only who cares for u so much, so then I decided to go for her…<br /><br />...it was difficult to convince mom-dad first as she is a punjabi but then its me who has to spend life wid her so I don’t care wat it takes to convince our parents abt caste and I m a male so I have to support her…but she was standing wid me thru all this…in fact, now I feel girls are more mature than guys in this respect<br />….v went abt it formally...her parents came & talked to my parents…like it happens in arranged marriage….we asked them to take time &amp; reply...we said we will wait for parents to decide & wont marry if they disagree...even mom-dad felt that we value their opinion and their dignity was maintained…it took few days but finally they agreed..&amp; I m getting married…<br /><br /><strong>VRS (Pseudo Name, Female, Unmarried, My friend)</strong><br />I will say one should go for arranged marriage only…I have made frnds, boyfrnds, one in each year of college…but wen it comes to commitment they run away…they can't give a word…they are weak…they pose they are strong but are cowards when have to take a decision abt marriage, they give reasons like I need time, how will I tell my parents, I have not yet thot abt it, never looked at you like this…So, when I want to get married I wil just say to my mom.. go & find one nice guy for me &amp; she will find, nice & guy smhow these two words don't go together, anyway if I get married by parents choice I will have smone to blame wen the guy is not nice…so arranged marriage any day fine wid me or wid a guy who is bold enuf to commit to me &amp; talk to his parents & my parents…<br /><em>Urs truly asked- "Wat will u do for ur husband?"</em><br />.. I will cook for him, be with his kid &amp; keep him happy…(true indian girl)<br /><br />Its 2:00am now…took a break for 20mins & went to massage sur's head as she was looking a bit tense to me since evng…hope it eased her a bit as she has slept while I was massaging her hair…&amp; I came back to my lappy…So... I will continue my interview session further…<br /><br /><strong>Vikkki (Real Name, Male, Unmarried, My friend)<br /></strong>Many of us are planning to get married in 2009…so we will think then…still time left…<br />(he has gr8 views in general though, chk out his blog for more...)<br /><br /><strong>Srinivas Pammi (Real Name, Male, Married, My colleague)</strong><br /><em>(Have u ever heard of interviewer getting interviewed…No...then this is the case…bcoz I never asked him instead he asked Urs truly abt my point of view abt marriage during one & half hour bus ride to Golden Palms resort last Friday…wen I dint comment, he told &amp; rest is narrated...)<br /></em><br />Marriage is just abt understanding…so urs truly just asked-"Srinivas, urs is a luv marriage?"<br />…No, mine is arranged & I m married &amp; hav 2 kids…Bindu is a nice lady…but I will tell u smthing abt smone u know…<br />...u knw Arun, rite, my frnd….Urs truly mentioned- "Ya, even he will join us for the meeting today, rite?"<br />….Ya, hez the one, he is my college frnd…went to Belgium for Phd...one day sent me a photo of Belgian girl 'Allan' mentioning Srinu she is my frnd…I thot there is smthing fishy this guy never sent me snap of a girl like this earlier…smtime later he told ..srinu I wanna marry this girl…now our Arun is pukka Tamil Brahmin & Allan a girl of foreign origin…Christian by religion…<br />…Anyway, Arun asked me talk to Allan so I talked to her for 2hrs just regarding this only…I asked why you want to marry Arun…she said she likes his honesty abt relations &amp; the way he values his family….asked you both are from different religion…how will you manage…she said we will adjust according to each other<br />…Now, allan & arun are married for 3 yrs now, Allan has left eating non-veg food, learnt to tie saree, has learnt making south-indian food as arun luvs idlis…&amp; they worship both the gods at home…I think thatz wat pure love is all about….accepting ur partner as they are…always ready to face all challenges in life for them…What do u think Sonal, wat is ur perception abt marriage & do you believe in pure love? <em><strong>(This was the question wen the reporter was caught off-guard)<br />… So Urs truly just mentioned- "Marriage is yet to happen lets c wats in store, but understanding at level of frnds is a must….&amp; ya I do believe in pure love….there is no such beautiful thing in the world as this…Its all about giving up everything for smone I feel...whether its parents, siblings or spouse…there is no ego involved in pure love…you never feel insulted when they hurt you, you wanna be with them wen they r happy more specifically I wanna be close to someone I love wen they are depressed... "<br /></strong></em><br />…Pure love is different in all relations, Sonal...& is different wid ur partner…it comes wid the respect we hav bcoz they share all the pains wid us &amp; stay there wid us even wen smtimes our parents, siblings or frnds leave us alone on some issue…<br />...they support us thru wen we need them…and they just be near us even we scold or fight…pure love comes wid all this, Sonal….pure love is wen someone is ready to face anything in life for you…Ppl like Arun are rarely lucky who get smone who loves them so much before marriage only & is ready to accept them beyond nationality, religion &amp; is ready to change for the spouse…Sonal, they faced problems as parents don’t agree for smtime, but at last all parents agree…& taking pains for making them agree is worth for such a spouse who loves u so badly…<br /><br /><em>Urs truly met Arun &amp; Allan both last Friday, a really nice couple married for last 3 years, <strong>hats off to them for loving each other beyond nationality, language, religion, caste & social bounds<br />...inspiration for all of us who still live in 21st century wid all this filth in our relations they show us that love knows no bounds, they don't mind country/state/language/religion…they stood beside each other faced the world bcoz they knew that world was not there when they needed someone when they were alone &amp; needed a friend…<br /></strong></em><br />…v all select someone smday…but after all these perceptions reporter Sonal feels…<strong>One sentiment was common that person should be CARING…Everyone feels that the person should be one who is there wid us in the afternoon on the weekend wen we are alone, or wen away drops an sms at night wen we are feeling low, cares about our timings, keeps track of our moods, fights when we don’t respond, laughs in our happiness, gets worried wen we are depressed, senses wen we are down…in short, CARES</strong>...<br /><em>Ciao</em></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><em>ps: Its 4:05am by my lappy…time to sign off reporter Sonal...<br /></em><span style="font-size:78%;"><em>Guess wat song Vasanthi played today in GM Bangalore on Radio City...<strong>"Tere bina zindagi se koi shikwa toh nahi...Tere bina zindagi bhi lekin zindagi toh nahin..."....a wife dedicated this for her husband today</strong></em></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><em><strong></strong></em></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><em><strong>...there can't be better song for smone u luv...</strong></em></span> <span style="font-size:78%;">for those who can't get the meaning like kamyaa dint get today morning as she doesn't knw Hindi..here is my translation for them..way i explained it to her<strong>..."I can spend my life without u...but my life is not life without u..."<br /></strong></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114170255520335816?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1141625455140442492006-03-06T11:37:00.000+05:302006-03-06T11:42:41.423+05:30<span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><strong>I believe in the sun even though it is slow in rising. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><strong>I believe in you without realizing. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><strong>I believe in rain though there are no clouds in the sky. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><strong>I believe in truth even though people lie. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><strong>I believe in peace though sometimes I am violent. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><strong>I believe in God even though he is silent.</strong></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><strong>ps: At times, V just need to believe and shud walk on the way God is showing, without thinking much about the world &amp; the effects of our actions, bcoz wat he chooses for us is always better than wat v choose for ourselves...</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114162545514044249?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1141302169449350932006-03-02T17:30:00.000+05:302006-03-02T17:52:49.466+05:30<span style="font-size:85%;">I have heard- <strong>"You usually have to wait for that which is worth waiting for." </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">So, when everyone in the world is speaking, I m waiting with silence for some words.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Does smone has words to break my silence....or is my silence gonna last forever?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">ps: I hope ppl know wat reply means.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114130216944935093?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1141013365492630582006-02-27T09:27:00.000+05:302006-02-27T09:53:50.360+05:30<span style="font-size:85%;"><br />Its 2:30am at nite & I m not yet sleepy…felt like penning down my blog as my frnds want me to...watched filmfare awards in evng &amp; then 'Rendezvous wid Simi Garewal'..<br />Haven't posted nething for long…so here it is a wklong saga..presented 2 u by one & only urs truly…last wkend this time I was in Chennai…I think I was applying mehndi at this hour…before dat arnd 12:30am last sat. went for a 2mins drive on 500cc Royal Enfield on kamyaa's cousin Senthil's bike..all frds were taking turns to sit behind Senthil to enjoi that…&amp; I said- "Senthil, I wanna sit at ur back & wanna ride too"…500cc engine...power is more than half of 800cc maruti...it touches 80km/hr in secs…wow…it was really exciting to be there on it for 2mins…I wudn't hav minded more also…I luv wild adventures &amp; trying smthing like this is fun…<br />Afternoon last sat was spent at Mahabalipuram…I stayed at kamyaa's house..Kamyaa's parents were saying that u take great care of our daughter in Bangalore…v r highly impressed with ur caring nature…she is learning a lot frm u…Urs truly was all shy hearing this self-praise…<br />So, v were talking abt my trip…v reachd chennai in morning…stayed at kamyaa's place then got ready & went to meet abi…frm there straight to Mahabalipuram…went to Shore temple, Five rathas, Shiva temple…&amp; then kovalam beach…it’s a nice place to hang arnd wid ur luvd one..;-)…I really luv & appreciate mobile communication…as I ws able to update ppl I m close to abt my trip thru sms &amp; phn calls….<br />Nxt morning, ya u got it rite, last Sunday, abi's marriage was at 9am…abi was really happy that I came to Chennai for her marriage…there were so many emotions in her eyes…I ws thinking hw few ceremonies cud tie two ppl into lifelong relationship…marriage is so sacred…<br />V spent afternoon in shopping, I bought a silk saree for my mom….<br /><br />Then, my cousin was here frm wed to fri for sm interview…I took him to forum, kempfort, v were literally kids, roaming arnd, trying new dishes & had lots of ice-cream on all three days…<br /><br />Today was alone at home in the evening, did sm drawing…then one of my old frnd Sid called up in the eveng…I talked to him for half an hour…it was superb talking to him…</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">...as I kept the phn ..my other frnd called up…I had tried calling him in eveng…his phn was busy…so I dropped an sms…it was refreshing talking to him...its great that now he understands relationships move when both the ppl who r part of relationship take initiative…:-)<br />Its 3:01am acc to my lappy….. Sur slept arnd half an hour, sm songs r playing….&amp; mez sleepy too….one more follow-up post on the way…I will write it in morning…<br /><br />Its 2:30pm in the afternoon, & here is the follow-up part…Sid is an old school frnd of mine, haven't met him since class 12th…he is a cool fellow...xtremely direct…he said he was reading my blog…he liked the post in which I wrote wat I did for my parents for their 25th anniversary…he wz saying "Yaar, all these things which u did, usually guys r supposed to do…" I said-"Don't say all this yaar, there is no difference between guys &amp; gals these days…I did wat I felt like doing for ppl I luv…don’t praise me so much..."<br />…v talked for half an hr…he has an elder bro, brother has gone abroad on sm official trip for few months…his brother is not planning to get married & sid luvs arpita a lot…he said I m telling bhai to get married soon so that my chance shud cum…but dushyant bhaiya has no plans yet…best part is that sid's parents ask him to look for a girl frm matrimonial site for his bro…sid was laughing &amp; said - "<strong>I don’t understand this concept of marrying smone by going thru a website…its weird…v r not selecting sm commodity or item for purchase…v r looking for a life partner…these sites have spoilt the whole purpose of marrying smone who cares for u or likes u…marriage is wen u have to live wid smone for 25-30 yrs of ur life…it is tuf decision to make…then obvious choice shud b smone who understands u in & out &amp; likes u the way u r…cares for u…this matrimony site makes marriage an stale concept…nature arnd us is full of spontaneity, thots abt marriage shud b spontaneous too…one shud feel frm inside that this is the one I wanna get married…wen a person goes on sm site...they restrict them so much by putting filters like person shud be of so & so caste..shud be between this age….&amp; blah-blah…then v make choices out of that search result…v belong to 21st century.. v shud think beyond caste, religion, age…v take so many decisions daily like where v wanna go, whom v wanna meet, where v want to do job…wen v can decide all this..why cant v select wid whom v wanna spend our lives...hearts shud b connected…ppl have stopped looking arnd them for smone & go to these sites..its strange…arpita understands me so well, my moods, my preferences…and biggest thing is that she is there wid me not evn in my gud times but always by my side in bad times too…that defines devotion of a person towards u in a relation</strong>..."<br /><br />I was teasing him, so wen r u getting married to arpita…he said, "Yaar, I m already living a married man's life, wen I hav not looked for any other woman for two years now...". Arpita lives in Ghaziabad &amp; Sid is in Baroda for two years now….but was telling frm far also she takes so much care abt him…calls him up to ask wat is he doing, had food or not, chats over the msgr…he said, "I don’t think v can at this age marry just anyone, v shud feel happy wid smone's presence.."<br /><br />I said that both of u r frm different caste…wont it be a problem for ur marriage…he said that <strong>one shud hav confidence in themselves & in the person they luv…after all it’s a question abt our lives…v cant compromise on this thing &amp; regret later that v hurt smone who luvs us so much…if v r confident that v wanna spend life wid this person, others will respect our decision…if not today then tmrw…no one can force u to get married to smone, v shud feel it frm inside that this girl cares so much for me, I want this girl only in my life ..nobody else wil do now…if v hav this confidence...evrything gets in place wid time</strong>…<br /><br />I think its delicate but things do get fine…if v think v cant convey this to our parents, v shud leave it on our partner or their parents, smone who can convey this politely to our parents…smtimes v think v cant handle this inter-caste thing, but v shudnt think that its impossible…so many ppl take this decision daily & v can also b strong enuf to face world for the choices v make.. If v cant make our parents agree, smone else can do it in suave manner, may b the person v like is wise enuf to think abt way how v can make parents agree to it or their parents or any of our close relatives, frnd, anyone can show us the way...but biggest thing is our confidence in smone v like…<br /><br />He was telling that sm new ppl hav joined his office recently so there is lot of team-building going on…;-) he was telling there r many guys in team who like sm girl, they can do all big things in life but dnt hav courage, due to social reasons, to accept in frnt of that girl that they like her …he was telling, "<strong>I tell them that this frequency match happens rarely…wen u get to knw that other person understands me & my mood so well &amp; is really understanding…at this point just go for it…don’t think wat world will think…bcoz world doesn’t comes to u wen u r feeling down or wen u need smone by ur side…but this person was there always for u in ur bad times…so go & hold the hand...before smone else takes up initiative &amp; marrys that person...</strong>"<br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;">Ciao, </span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;">Sonal<br />ps: …Talking to Sid is always a great experience…one shud talk to him over the phn to knw that..i m doing that for past few yrs...havent met him personally for several yrs…he is such an optimist person & knws wat he wants in life…he believes in simple pleasures of life like me..<br /><br />…he motivates that one shud never compromise on certain things in life…it reflects hw strong u r as a person…smtimes u hav to stand against ur own family for sm things, but u r not doing nething against them, if the person u like is nice, they wil also luv &amp; accept him/her…its just takes little time…but its possible... </span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Sorry Sid! such motivating thots that I cant stop myself frm sharing it here wid others...hope u dnt mind it..!!<br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114101336549263058?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1140166814924948062006-02-17T14:12:00.000+05:302006-02-17T14:40:55.420+05:30Addition to my poem's blog after long time...<br />Chk it out at this <a href="http://www.itsmyexpressions.blogspot.com">link</a> !!<br />Ciao,<br />Sonal<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-114016681492494806?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1139975845026080712006-02-15T08:27:00.000+05:302006-02-15T12:19:12.176+05:30<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Its 11:32pm, talked to my friend in evening…he dint replied to my sms…if I don’t get his replies I get to knw that he is in bad mood & needs me…Oh god! wen he will grow up &amp; take initiative to respond…everytime I only take step…smone plz tell him relationships are not maintained like this…u hav to giv attention to smone who cares for u…else it will break if I get angry… rarely but I do get angry, and then handling is problem ;-)<br />Anyway, it was fun talking to him…I told him how the married couples were leaving early frm office…I remember how Vijay was planning to leave early today…he ran to catch the 4:15 bus, but missed it…both me & Deb were laughing when he was going at 5:30pm…Deb gave him the lift in his car…but v singles were sitting &amp; working in office..:-(<br /><br />Made excellent tomato chatni along wid food for dinner today…Sur teases me…ur hubby will never fight wid u….first thing u understand feelings of others, mix so well with everyone in all ages, don’t hurt anyone, don’t get angry or shout & on top of that make excellent food…whether its veg or non-veg…she says: 'one who will marry u will be very lucky...let him meet me…I will tell all ur qualities to him..' ..it sounds so funny to make smone understand how good u r for marrying him,…wen the person shud realize it on his own…I m not going to do this, even he has to take sm initiative to knw me… ;-)<br /><br />Since I have kept the phone, I m watching 'Kuch Kuch Hota Hai'…it’s a great movie…Superb portrayal of relationships...especially friendship…Shahrukh & Kajol have been shown on silver screen as 'best friends'..in one scene Shahrukh &amp; Kajol cum running towards each other…& before kajol cud say anything ...Shahrukh tells he luvs Rani &amp; so Kajol goes away frm them…it was raining & Kajol was crying…so shahrukh cant understand she is crying….its painful...<br />wen rani dies &amp; they meet again…Kajol says I dint knew rani has died...Shahrukh tells Kajol, where were u wen she died...my best friend was not there wen I needed…<br /><br />Excellent portrayal of how much a friend can give up for the happiness of the other friend…so much that they can hide & sacrifice their own love for the friend…<br />I think no girl can b in reality as good as Kajol…<br />Nobody in real life shares happiness wid a friend who used to like smone else….but then I think those friends r the best to share ur life…for whom ur past life doesn’t matter…the only thing which matters for them is how u r as person…Bcoz wat is most important in life otherwise a person who luvs u without reasons...<br /><br />No one can beat Shahrukh wen it comes to romantic scenes…the way he handles luv scenes is too good….the romantic scene wen Shahrukh dances wid Kajol after the rain is excellent….it was coming &amp; just ended now…guys shud take few tips frm him on how to express themselves, smtimes I think can men b so romantic like him…? ;-) …most of them lack this :-D<br /><br />In one scene Shahrukh's mom says men r weak at heart, they make rules for themselves, but they don’t realize that luv doesn't knws any bounds…women r the one who handle them wen they r in bad mood…especially if that woman is a friend and luvs him too…<br />…Shahrukh goes & tells Kajol that he luvs her, wen she is going to get married…wat an Idiot I tell u...why can’t men understand &amp; reciprocate the feelings in time….why don’t they respond ? Men shud take initiative to maintain relationships… they shud take step atleast wen women take so much care abt them & cant c them in pain…<br /><br />Its 1:05am in my lappy's clk, breaks r so long…movie is abt 2 end now…Salmaan said to Kajol that she has luved only one person &amp; did everything for that person…& sends him to Shahrukh…So here, the movie ends….&amp; so shud my post...kamyaa & sur hav slept &amp; I m writing this post & watching TV this late after long time…I am not well, shud hav slept &amp; I m awake for longest time...<br />Just now 'Rang de Basanti' trailer came, I hav not seen this movie…all my frnds went in big gang & watched it on Monday :-( ...one frnd has promised to come &amp; watch wid me over the nxt weekend…I hope promise is kept….ELSE I WONT WATCH the movie at all now…my frnd asked me did u cooked dinner…will invite him sm weekend for lunch….<br />this post sounds like movie review,Sonal...never mind... :-)<br />this wkend I m off to Chennai for Abi's marriage…kamyaa is asking me to wear Saree, I m thinking what to do? :-)<br />ps: A Man should act like a Man, shud be bold & shud knw how to express their emotions…shud take initiative..<br />...1:53am will shut TV &amp; go to my room…Good nite everyone…I m sleepy ;-)<br />Ciao,<br />Sonal</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-113997584502608071?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1139892353406859442006-02-14T09:41:00.000+05:302006-02-14T12:02:21.160+05:30<span style="color:#ff9900;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Got up early in the morning. Called up my parents. Teased dad & mom in the morning that what they r gifting each other on Valentine's day...this is my fav job every valentines, to wish them &amp; to tease them to glory...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">They asked me wat plans? </span><span style="font-size:85%;">I said- Easy mom..No Valentine, No Plans...:-)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ps: All days shud b the one to express ur love but still if they hav made a special day for it</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">...A silent Valentines wish to one who exists somewhere, I know, but is nowhere near me :-)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Spread more luv.. Its felt by heart, expressed by actions, & needs no words...;-)</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff9900;">Smone sent me this image this morning to our college grp, worth a look...&amp; remember there is smone who always cares silently than v do for anyone in the world...its only that v dont realize their worth...</span><br /><a href="http://weblogimages.com/static/uFP432627GH3.jpg">http://weblogimages.com/static/uFP432627GH3.jpg</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-113989235340685944?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1139802871707227832006-02-13T09:21:00.000+05:302006-02-13T09:33:18.583+05:30<span style="font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:85%;">On Friday was a get-together of our team at St. Mark's hotel. Do I c ppl getting jealous of it..? ;-)<br />I planned to go as I thot Neethu will come with her hubby for dinner…so I can return wid them as she stays close…but Neethu said as she is pregnant she will hav jerks while returning in auto at night for such a long distance…So, I dropped the plan after reaching office…<br />Wen I told my cousin abt this…he told that anyway u will get bored over the weekend alone, so u shud go & have fun…But the problem wid me was of returning home as it gets a bit lonely at nite near my house…I asked my friend on msgr abt this…he said smone going on that side will leave u…he dint even reply wat else can b done &amp; his status was away, I got really hurt by witnessing his indifferent behavior….<br />Soumya, Kavya, Jyothi were asking me to come to the party for past three days…wen they heard I m not coming they called me to their desk…Jyothi said if nobody is there…she & her hubby will drive on opposite side of the city &amp; will drop me…Sarkar said else he will take an auto & come &amp; drop me…everyone said 'Sonal, U have to come…'So, finally they made me say Yes for coming….<br />Ranjan got his dad's car that day…he pinged me on msgr & said he is driving alone…so V can come along wid him to party…So, me, soumya, kavya &amp; sarkar joined him…there was traffic in between….v were having fun amongst us, once v thot as this traffic sucks and venue is still far lets drop the plan of going to party & enter inside forum only…:-)<br /></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Party was good, many colleagues were there wid their spouses…every1 introduced others wid their spouses. Small kids were the life of the party….they were first to start dancing on the dance floor. Some of the ppl slowly dived in, I started dancing wid kids &amp; ashwini…then came out as there were very few ppl on floor…then Ranjan pulled me to dance on 'Rang Barse bheege chunar wali…' …my PM was standing on side & she waived at me happily seeing that I took initiative of cming back &amp; I m enjoying the party….<br />Few guys also dropped in…they were dancing really well…we clapped standing on side & cheered them up…then I pulled other girls also, they were saying they don’t dance much so they will follow watever steps I will take…it was fun…My mgr, Vijay's, Vikram's, Abhjeet's wives also joined…I tell u they all are lovely ladies…few years elder to me in age…but I talked &amp; became friendly to all of them…Vijay's wife I have met earlier also…she came once to office wid Vijay on Saturday…I like her a lot…very bubbly personality & extremely opposite to Vijay who talks so less &amp; is an introvert…they hav a intercaste luv marriage…used to work together in Vijay's prev company…;-) I found them to b the cutest couple in the party…I pulled Vijay's leg a lot...tried to drag him so much to dance but he dint come…<br />His wife was also saying drag him if u can….Vijjay is a very sincere person, i was threatening Vijay that u better dance here…else I will play all these songs in office & as my cube is close to urs, I will disturb u…he smiled &amp; said if u play all these songs there, I wil dance in my cube…I was telling his wife…don’t worry if he dances v wil capture it in camcorder & mail her…;-)<br /><br />Kids got so mixed wid me, I had knelt down & was dancing with Vikram's daughter at her height, she was at the centre of the circle formed by us and is just 4yr old kid…so wen I got up &amp; started dancing wid other girls in the group she pulled my kurta to grab attention like u r my friend dance wid me…wen I knelt down & started dancing wid her again…she was all in smiles…:-)<br />After DJ ppl were busy in dinner, my friend was sitting in one corner dint even talk to me in the party…then later he joined others frm his team for dinner…I dint hav dinner...just had juice &amp; two scoops of ice-cream….<br /></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:85%;">I got a butterfly tattoo done on my hand…soumya captured it on her phone…posted it on the blog…:-)<br />After dinner ppl started leaving…V were amongst the last to leave…Many ppl came & asked me whether smone is dropping u or not…but felt really bad wen my frnd dint even bothered to ask me...my mgr had assured me that if nobody gives u company while returning…I wil drop u…she kept her promise…she came down to leave me at nite…on the way to home she, her hubby Sanjay &amp; me shared nice laugh…<br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><img src="http://www.weblogimages.com/v.p?uid=sonal_k&pid=432358&amp;sid=nLX31ckuJ0" border="0" /> </span></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:78%;">ps: It was a cool party…enjoyed it a lot…I danced like crazy same as many other dance parties….thx to my cousin for motivating me to go…& kavya, soumya, ranjan &amp; jyothi for pulling me there… :-)</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12354340-113980287170722783?l=sonalcontemplates.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sonalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11243669640202810768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12354340.post-1139802251704140032006-02-12T21:20:00.000+05:302006-02-13T09:19:57.473+05:30<span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Let me pen few things abt this sign…so that u don’t do a mistake of leaving her…if she is the luv of ur life…social service this festive season ;-)<br />A virgo is smone who is neat, dresses well, carry herself well, disciplined for the ppl in the outside world…but she can be very different if u get to knw her closely & live wid her…the best way to knw her is by talking to her…a very straight fwd person...<br /><br />…lets start with negative side, she is very direct &amp; criticizes to the point, so if she is hurt bcoz u dint do wat u were expected to do, she will tell u directly, this has one positive side though, that virgo will never hide things & there wont b misunderstandings due to lack of communication…so if u r one of those introvert ppl arnd, virgo will b rite choice for u as u need one person to be open &amp; direct in relation...<br /><br />…if she luvs u she will tell u, if she is angry she will fight wid u for 5 mins & then nxt min wil start feeling bad for it for days until u let her knw its ok she can fight as she luvs u…she wil always be the first one to patch up…never takes relationships for granted...a very controlled person...she is one who can take any pains in the world for sm1 she loves…she can do anything for those who luv her…she finds pleasure in finding pleasure for ppl she cares.<br /><br />.