Last day...?

Sur msgd in evng that she will come late & wil hav dinner outside. Wen I retrnd from the office kamyaa was packing her stuff, she told me that she is leaving for Chennai tonite…I asked her- "Wat abt dinner?" ..She said she will eat smthing & leave…one thing I can't tolerate is smone missing the meal…papa used to always tease me that this girl will fast so strictly on milk & one fruit but cant c anyone hungry…
..anyway kamyaa was supposed to leave within half an hr so I just washed my hands & went straight away to kitchen, cooked dinner within 20mins & told kamyaa to have it before leaving…after dinner kamyaa left, she has taken an off frm office for Friday…
Sur returned late, I was just switching tv channels…lost smwhere in my own world…in between Sunny, my cousin, who came to Bangalore recently, sent an sms, replied back to him & then threw away the phone back in one corner…

…cell-phone is my only major expense per month, I cant avoid calling up ppl I care for, at times wen I end up calling more than twice @ home per day, papa laughs at me that Sonal u r a very emotional person…I always tell him, that look papa, life is very short, we shud live it fully, v shud live it like it’s the last day of my life…

And, thatz smthing I will like to write upon more….imagine if today is the last day of ur life….
Wat will u like to do…?
…whom wil u like to call up & say- I want to thank u for being in my life!!
…whom wil u call up & say- I never wanted to hurt u, but it just happened , I m sorry for wat I did to u !!
…whom will u call up & say- I care for u, as much as u care for me…!!

Life is very short and most of the time, most of the ppl, spend it in thinking wat will happen if they take sm step…I remember a quote which says "Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step."

They say it takes days to build & nurture a relation & it just takes secs to break it… "To break is much easier than to create..."
…To agitate smone is much easier than to becalm...
…To break a rule is much easier than to follow one...
…To break a heart is much easier than winning someone's heart…
…To lie is a lot easier than to face the truth in smone'e eyes…
..To pluck a flower is much easier than to grow one…
..To bring tear to an eye is much easier than to bring that smile...

The real strength is not in finding that person who wants us to be happy, the real test is how v face the adversities of the world to keep that person happy…Anyone can come & make u happy, the question is- can u keep the same person happy?

It takes a lifetime to find someone who cares for u selflessly & it takes moments to say goodbye to them…

…My dada (my grandpa) used to say that this holds extremely true for relationships…the real test of a relation happens in adverse conditions only…"Its easier to fight wid anyone, give up to the adverse conditions arnd u, the real strength is in holding your nerves & being wid d person u care in the downturns of life…Problem wid ppl is that they give up very easily, and many times we give up wen we are almost near the goal…"

I read in a fwd today that, "In life there are very rare chances that you will meet the person you care for & who cares for u in return. So, once u hav it don't ever let go, the chance might never come your way again."
How much do ppl follow, God only knws that…!!
So, do today, wat u wud have done if it was last day of ur life....

Life is all about making ppl smile, if you are sad no matter wat you do, you can't make ppl around u smile…so never take a decision which makes u sad at first step...

Its 1:35am by my lappy, guess its time to sign off Sonal…current song on Radio city is "Luv ke liye saala, kuch bhi karega..." ..strange song…
Ciao
Sonal

ps: Hav headache & mild fever but dont wanna sit at home alone...:-( ...Mez reached office at 8:15am today, early morning song on Radio city was "Soona, Soona Mann Ka Aangan..." frm Parineeta, a melodious number...I guess Sonu nigam has sung this song, one song which melts the heart…every word in the song holds a meaning, its rare to see Saif in such a serious role…it touches wen he says…"Shaam ho ya Savera, laaga teri hee yaadon ka dera, toone bandhan kyun yeh toda, toone kahe ko moonh moda….Kaho na, Kaho na.."
Non-hindi fellows plz don’t ask me to translate this….it wil spoil ithe beauty of the song…but I won't disappoint u...let me try like all my previous posts…"Whether its morning or evening, ur memories are wid me always, tell me why u wanna break this bond, why u wanna go away…." …I hope I did justice wid the song,
Anyone wid better translation…?? Plz feel free to comment...