Friday, March 31, 2006

Symbolize....

What does the Taj symbolize? Give me a word ..LOVE
What does the statue of liberty symbolize? Give me a word…FREEDOM

Language is the system of expressions known objectively. Yet, language is what v use wen v mean something and want others to know what it is that v mean. Since v have already seen that meaning is private, v must admit that ppl's expressions will not transfer the meanings. (Like if my friend shouts at me…I shud look for the unspoken words…conditions that made him/her shout…shud not get swayed by the usage of words like "I swear I don’t like you"…such usage is also meaningless...) Meaning is the thought that occurs prior to an expression, from the expressor, and after the perception of the expressee.
Meaning and expression, therefore, are mutually independent. Furthermore, words are meaningless.
So, words and phrases are not expressions that stand for what ppl think when they say them. They do not represent what they mean.

Logically, Wen someone refutes wat I have said, they are doing nothing more than refuting their own view of the words that I hav used to express my thoughts. Wen someone disagrees wid me, they are technically disagreeing with themselves.
Let me use a practical example…very common…
A guy Mr.Biggy comes & proposes a girl Ms.Miny…(sorry for the choice of names…I m sick from last one month…so this kind of names only come to my mind..)

Mr Biggy: I like u. Do u like me? Will u marry me?
Miss Miny: I have never seen you as my partner…
Mr Biggy: But u knw that I care for u?
Miss Miny: V cant lead married life just based on caring? Can V?

Acc to Urs truly's logical perspective…lets handle first answer…
1st ans-> "I have never seen you as my partner..." …
My view-> Never seen like partner. That’s fine. Look now…switch the gears…Put person in that frame…look whether she/he fits in…or comes out…match her/him wid qualities u r looking for…analyze for seven days….
Believe me its not rocket science…V need to symbolize…
So, for one week, no negative thots…just imagine her/him as ur life partner…every sec of ur life with her/him…& this exercise shud be continued for a week…every moment to be thot as spent wid just that gal/guy…
Embody essential characteristics of ur partner in that persons form….
As I said...Symbolize…
Lets look at 2nd one now...
2nd ans-> "V cant lead married life just based on caring? Can V?"
My view-> Again symbolize…any relation in this world…
Y u luv mom? -> Coz she cares….
Y u luv dad? -> Coz he cares…
Y u luv sis/bro? -> Coz they care..
Y u luv ur friend? -> Coz she/he cares…

" Care is the ingredient that keeps true friendships alive despite separation, distance, or time. Care gives latitude to another person and gets you past the dislikes and annoyances. Quite simply, caring sustains love." ~ Sara Paddison, The Hidden Power of the Heart
In this world, everything follows caring…all emotions….luv, understanding...evrything.
"Care is the actualization of love assumed." ~Doc Childre

Symbolize again….Imagine ur spouse taking care of everything in ur life? What more do u need in life?
Wont u Luv her…?
Wont u Understand her…?
Wont u do anything for her...?
Wont u do anything to stop that one tear to fall from her eye….?
U will do anything in world to keep happy a person who cares for u, I BET.
All emotions come if U care...

Almost everything in our culture is based on our ability to symbolize. If humans were suddenly to lose this ability, all culture would cease to exist. We would not be able to say “good morning” to our next door neighbor when we met him at the mailbox. Of course, there would be no mailbox. There would be no pencils or pens, or paper on which to write. There would be no houses, no sidewalks, no roads, no cars, no boss at the office, no office.In short, If we dont symbolize...all we would be doing is what other mammals do—eat, sleep, and reproduce.
Boss is a boss bcoz v symbolize…, house is a house bcoz v symbolize….

What connection does this symbol—“a”—have with the sound v hav given it? What connection does this symbol—shoe—hav with the object on ur foot? What connection do these black marks u are now reading hav with the concepts v are actually talking about (abstract concepts at that)? v even think in symbols. For watever happens...v need to symbolize…

Let revisit our example again, I think it will clarify my point. Imagine a situation- >
U hav to make smone ur partner one day…now how will u know that person u meet is that or not?
U need to symbolize….Symbolize that person taking care of u, eating food wid u, talking wid u, making luv wid u, laughing at ur jokes, crying in ur pains, cleaning room for u, caring for u wen u r not well…
Just symbolize…one week…only u & that person…u will get the answers for urself…
If that’s the girl/guy…believe me u cant be a luckier man to find it out for u….

If v go by words smone says, v fight in a relation…if v put us in smone's shoes…v develop understanding….
If I understand my relation wid u it means ---> I understand U, I hav FAITH on U, I CARE for U…who knows this better than U....
ps: M tense…how much? Probably, can't express in words… Can u SYMBOLIZE….?

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

FAITH....

Today was in lab for arnd 2hrs but things dint worked. As I was having fever, was not able to stand it more, my legs were aching badly. Special Marathi cuisine was there for lunch, so after long I had complete meal today; a litl bit of few things as I wasn't well…altho I bet it was definitely not authentic. I can learn cuisine & cook better if I c some expert preparing….Urs truly picks up languages easily so along with the learning of Tamil, Telgu…Mez trying hands on Marathi these days & believe me its quite similar to Hindi…I think I can pick it up in few days…More quickly if taught by sm friend…
Frnds going to Kudremukh these wkend...were forcing me to come along…I haven't been out wid them for two month now(infact think havnt been out locally also from long)…I said I don’t have that mood & energy to go…they said cant believe that Sonal lacks energy…they were kidding that "v wil get two packs of glucose for u for ur energy…Sonal wid u its lots of fun...tell us who do u want to come along to pep up the mood, v wil call that person.." I said u guys go for this...M sure wil hav good mood & wil join u for the next trip...

Feel like hav no energy…

God didn't promise days without pain,
laughter without sorrow, or sun without rain,
but He did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
If God brings you to it,
He will bring you through it. ~Unknown

Mez having lots of pressures currently. But I have Faith in U.

“One life is all we have and we live it as we believe in living it.
But to sacrifice what you are and to live without belief, that is a fate more terrible than dying.” ~ Joan of Arc

I have one life & I wanna live it fully.
At present, I ONLY have faith that I will.
I m SURE.. God wont BREAK my faith else it wont b called FAITH...

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

A Poem....

Got this touching poem as fwd today.
Great work by smone...wanted ppl to admire so thot its worth putting on my blog...
MAUT KE AAGOSH MEIN

Har Pal Sirf Muskurana Chahti Hoon Main
Apne Har Gam Ko Chupana Chahti Hoon Main

Vo Koi Aur Nahi Ajnaabi Tum Hee Ho
Jise Paana Chahti Hoon Main

Dhoondhti Hoon Jise Tanhai Mein Har Waqt
Mandir ki Murat ke Tarah Dil Mein Basana Chahti Hoon Main

Mil Kar Bhi Mujhsey Mera Sapna Hai Adhura
Kya Issi Sapne Ka Aashiyaan Banana Chahti Hoon Main

Sab Hai Mere Paas, Phir Bhi Hoon Bheer Mein Akeli
Kya Issi Terha Jeena Chahti Hoon Main

Koi Humsafar Nahi Mera, Jo De Sake Mujhe Khushi
Vo Sirf Ek Hai Jo Shayad Chalna Chahata Hai Mere Saath
Ussi Apne Dost Se Kehna Chahti Hoon Main

Aao Thaam Lo Meri Bahein, Bahut Thak Gaye Hum,
Bus Ab Maut Ke Aagosh Mein So Jana Chahti Hoon Main

ps: Non-hindi fellows- M Sorry if u cant get the depth of words!!

posted by Sonal @ 2:26 PM   1 comments

R U OK?

V ask this frm smone & if v don’t get reply v get more worried…I realised this ystday…

Frm past few days not having a proper mind-set …sorry cudn't post anything…altho still not feeling good…but felt will pen down smthing…its 12:37am @ night…Sur has slept...

Wid loads of tensions on top of my head, got my first test coverage plan review done on Friday frm the US engineers…sailed across...got kudos award today frm my mgr for gud job over the cross-site review…but Mez not happy… :-(

Had a bad weekend…Poor Monday...:-(

Sm ppl frm other team travelling frm US to India, gave a presentation to them on Tuesday, gave a demo in lab…all went excellent...but Mez not happy… :-(

Dad met wid an accident last week, thankfully wasn’t hurt much…looking at my tensions he dint even tell this to me...Urs truly gotta knw this frm my cousin…Mez unhappy wid myself…:-(

Had an eerie or spooky feeling abt smthing wrong arnd whole day?
I can't connect wid one of my frnds…who is smwat tense…I tried getting in touch but cudnt reach...Hope evrything is fine….

I think I read in class X the following definition of Health from WHO "Health is a state of complete physical, mental and social well-being and not merely the absence of disease or infirmity."
Hav lost on sleep & not well for last few days…& guess wat my horoscope says "Though you are going through considerable mental stress, your overall health is fine. "….I guess astrologer doesn’t knws this definition of health…:-(

Current song: "Sometimes words are hard to find I'm looking for that perfect line To let you know you r always on my mind … "

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Vicky & Neeru...

Its 6:25pm now & I was preparing for a plan review wid US team which is on Friday, frm 8:30pm to 9:30pm…already life is so tough these days & on top of that I hav to be tmrw in office till so late alone :-(
Vicky,my cousin in Delhi, getting engaged on 26th March & marriage is on 6th April…..Vicky is marrying Neeru, theirs a luv marriage & Neeru works wid Vicky…Urs truly met them in Vicky's elder brother thatz my cousin Sonu bhaiya's marriage in Jan…(I hav mentioned abt Vicky in my post Perceptions)…
..they make a cute couple, more than anything they care for each other & r very good frnds… Vicky called up smtime back to ask me whether I hav booked my flight tickets or not…I just said I m a bit skeptical abt my trip. I m sharing a small touching piece of conversation between me & Vicky...

I asked him, so Vicky, How do u feel after all this, after how many crushes u got Neeru? Here's wat Vicky said to me:
"Sona, many ppl come very close to us in life… u know boys ..even I had many crushes like any other guy…in fact I got emotionally very close to someone but then somehow things dint worked out & wen things dont happen & u loose all hopes…
...at all these times Neeru was just a frnd for me, I used to tell her evrything about me, my successes, my failures, my family, everything..she knew & understood my mood, my condition IN & OUT...Standing there as a rock & praying for me evrytime…She did evrything for me which cud be expected frm a frnd, in fact more than a frnd…
...& then u realise that this person luved me even wen I luved smone else & thatz real feeling of luv...u realise that person has been more than a frnd for me…..u realise that its time to Drop the past baggage & move on…previous things dint happen bcoz circumstances were not correct but then even in adverse conditions this friend was there standing by my side, praying for me 24x7…
..I changed my perception, I thot that I can sit & cry over past but may be things dint happen in past bcoz God wanted me to realize worth of my friend.... ..I realised that I m not doing anything wrong to my past crush…she is away from me, wid her frnds & family & will move on in her life but then I cant live in past too…
..My conscience questioned me that wat am I doing to a frnd who is so close to me & cares but I don't...I m sharing only my pains wid her, even wen I shud give her happiness by sharing her pains...I dint wanted to commit a blunder by neglecting her for someone in past..& feel guilty later in life...realised it that it is the time to hold the hand of friend who is my present & can be my future…

…but u know Sona, v guys r very weak frm inside, v Like the girl but v r Scared to commit…at times many guys don’t get in life the girl who cares for them, just bcoz they can't realize it even wen the girl is in front of them whole day, & by the time they realize..parents get her married…
...v r not devoted so strongly like u girls in a relationship…..Neeru was my friend but I never got to knw that Even wen I liked smone else then also she liked me...she liked me as a person & dint hate me just bcoz I liked smone else in past...probably thatz luv...luving smone unconditionally for wat they r at present...she became more than a friend, a caring figure for me…
...I liked her but she cared for me a lot…I cud have lived in the past, but life is about living in present, many times v keep looking at past so much that v forget to live in present…"

ps: May God bless Vicky & Neeru...
Vicky I m putting ur personal stuff on my blog..but i knw u wont get angry wid me for ingraining up this to my readers, one of the most beautiful relationships that u & Neeru share..of being caring frnds before being a couple in life ...

posted by Sonal @ 6:38 PM   2 comments

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Why its so wearisome...?

I guess today is Holi…
Holi has always been time to give up all the bad feelings for anyone & spread love..
It was fun wen I was at home…going wid dad to shop colors, helping mom in kitchen in making lots of goodies, wishing & getting wished frm elders, playing wid siblings & friends…it was fun..
Today things seem to be changed, I cant believe I m sitting in office & writing this post…sorry to my job for taking time out frm it & writing this stuff…but I m sad...can't help it...

They say holi is time to give away all Malice from ur heart & to embrace even ur enemies...

Its first time in my life that no body applied a drop of color on my cheek…in the morning got up at 7am, took bath...dint have any colors at home, so offered turmeric (natural of all the colors) in Ganesha's feet & asked him to spread it on the people I love…

Called up mom & dad, then called up my granny, uncles, aunts & cousins…wished them…

Sanjaya, one of my senior mgr in office, stopped me on the way & asked, "Wat happend man! u appear to be so lost ...where are those smiles & enthusiasm man, I am missing that cheerful Sonal... "
Urs truly dint knw wat to say to him, just said 'Nothing Sanjaya' gave a fake smile..& walked out...

Wish I can GO NEAR ppl whom I luv that I can spread luv in form of colors on their cheek too…

I dint touch any elder's feet, Nobody splashed color on my face, No one hugged me & kissed my forehead, I dint astonished anyone by putting color wen asleep…
Colors stand for Life, colors stand for emotions, colors stand for respecting sentiments, colors stand for wiping tears & spreading luv..
Missing those colors in life...
It has never been so lifeless, colorless, sad & dull like this before…

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

No pretense plz….

...I collect greeting cards & have more than 300 cards which my different frnds gave me since class 3rd, some r back home, & sm r there wid me decorated in my lobby at home...in those cards there r cards which r just a piece of paper, I remember one such card which my frnd gave in class 4th summer holidays, she made it in class wid half sheet of paper frm her science notebook….the card is just 3 inches in length, with pencil one flower is made, & inside wid pencil is written, "Happy Holidays, Enjoy your holidays, I will miss u…See you after the hols…"

…I wish I cud be that child again wen everyone said wat they meant & evryone meant wat they say…when ppl reciprocated care wid care...
…emotions used to flow naturally, v shouted wen v were angry & v smiled wen v luvd & cared….evryone arnd was innocent & there was no pretense….


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Monday, March 13, 2006

Little Things Mean A Lot...

Someone sent me this fwd, which brought tears to my eyes…its first time that Urs truly don’t have words to add here...just read it…feel it…and act…
Here it goes….
After 21 years of marriage, I discovered a new way of keeping alive the spark of love. A little while ago I started to go out with another woman. It was really my wife's idea. "I know you love her", she said one day, taking me by surprise. "
But I love YOU!" I protested.
"I know, but you also love her."
The other woman my wife wanted me to visit was my mother, who has been a widow for 19 years. The demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night, I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.
"What's wrong, are you well", she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.
"I thought it would be pleasant to pass some time with you", I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, then said, "I would like that very much."

That Friday, after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the doorway with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel.
We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady. After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print. Halfway through the entree, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips. "It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small", she said.
"Then it's time you relaxed and let me return the favor", I responded.

During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation nothing extraordinary, just catching up on recent events of each other's lives. We talked so much that we missed the movie. As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you." I agreed and kissed her good night.
"How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home."Very nice. Much nicer than I could have imagined", I answered.
A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do anything for her.
Sometime later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I had dined. An attached note said: "I paid this bill in advance. I was almost sure that I couldn't be there, but, never-the-less, I paid for two plates...one for you and the other for you wife. You will never know what that night meant to me. I love you."

At that moment, I understood the importance of saying, "I LOVE YOU" in time, and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than God and people who love you.
Do you feel like this for someone near you?
“If you are worried about someone whole day,
If you think about that person only.
If you dont talk to them but wait him/her to speak to you.
If you get hurt when he/she is hurt.
If you want to help that person but you can't,
And, if you feel bad why you can't help.
Then there is only one truth in life
that you LOVE that person.”

Do you realise and accept this truth of life in front of that someone near you?
At times, its difficult for us to realise that we are in love with someone. The quote by Leo Tolstoy describes it perfectly, "He felt now that he was not simply close to her, but that he did not know where he ended and she began." ~Leo Tolstoy

Give them the Love they deserve, because these things cannot always be put off to some other time.
Author Unknown

ps: Worth of right time, someone's care & compassion , beauty of someone's luv can't be expressed more beautifully in words than this ....Just felt like sharing it...

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

A Kid's Prayer...

GOD is SLEEPING...Can U wake him up??

I NEED HIM.
:-(

posted by Sonal @ 11:27 PM   0 comments

Wat keeps Urs truly optimist…??

Radhika asked me on Friday, Sonal I m watching u so closely for yrs now…who knws u better than ur frnds…ur problems, ur tensions & ur moods…but still u keep the ppl arnd u charged, pepped up & optimist…wats keeps u so optimist…?

She said - "Forget watevr is the current situation, I remember at the time of campus placements also u were highly optimist…wen all of us were trying luck for every company, u opted for just two companies, waited patiently for ur dream company till third day, sat for that very first & got thru…" Her analysis surprised urs truly. Let me try to answer her thru this post...

Urs truly still remembers the day before the placement was abt to start…called up papa & told him, campus placements start tmrw and I wil keep telling u everyday hw many got selected & for which company…don't think why ur daughter is not getting selected bcoz I m not going to sit till day3…I wanna use my options at hand, if I don’t succeed its ok…at least I won't feel guilty that I never tried for wat I wanted...

Papa just said I trust u & I knw that u do wat u like with ur heart & passion…So, go ahead…

The only thing which keeps urs truly optimist is the hope that 'V can succeed…v just need to try…one who GIVES UP before trying the option present in hand has FAILED, not the one who dint achieve it..bcoz the one who tried will be always happy that at least I tried my best…Moreover, God helps those who help themselves…."

….All this optimism comes just frm one person & thatz papa…u hav to meet papa to knw this…such a logical, simple, down-to-earth & friendly person, I feel he can be friends with anyone in the world & he says if truth is there in ur heart, anybody in the world can be convinced…extremely superb conversationalist, luving, social, caring…everyone arnd just cant avoid being friends wid him….

"God helps those who help themselves…". -this quote I learnt frm moral science textbook in class first…but I like wat papa added as example to this quote…He says- "If u say God should satisfy my hunger then if food is served in front of u, it wont automatically enter ur mouth, u have to use ur hands to put a morsel….God gives us food but if v hav to satisfy our hunger, V hav to make an effort to grab & eat it…"

…U can't work in ur dream company just by praying to God. --> U hav to face interview, get selected and work...

...U can’t expect flowers to grow, just bcoz u pray to God that u want a garden. --> U hav to sow the seeds…(reminds me, papa is an excellent gardener too..)

…U can' spend life wid smone of ur choice just by praying to God to send a nice boy or girl--> U shud have faith in the person who cares for u & take the risk of holding his/her hand…

God gives us options, but until v choose them they will remain options only…

Urs truly feels that "Optimism is a state of mind which comes wen U R passionate abt smthing whether its ur dream job, dream garden or smone u wanna spend ur life wid…"

...if v r passionate abt smthing, optimism comes naturally...

Until v make an effort to achieve smthing which v want…nobody is going to drop it into our lap so easily…so v hav to be OPTIMIST & CLEAR abt wat v want in our life, make up our minds & try to give everything to achieve it…


Hope I answered u Rads...
Ciao,
Sonal


ps: Papa says, Be Optimist, bold & Independent to take ur decisions, bcoz if u don't take them ,then others will decide for u, & then u have to live wid it all ur life….

Mez having intermittent splitting headache frm four days, any remedies …:-(

posted by Sonal @ 8:10 PM   0 comments

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Time to act....

Kamyaa has gone to Chennai, Radhika is busy wid smthing this wkend (altho she invited me to come & stay at home) & Sur has gone out…I went out wid Sur for half an hr to buy household stuff for the nxt week…I was abt to pick eggs, but then remembered abt the bird flu…i m thinking abt my frnd who likes non-veg a lot…but wudn’t hav eaten for long now :-(

Its 6:37pm…nobody arnd me...Mez missing home & my close frnds a lot…Mez also missing my dog 'Jack'…I luv jack & he luvs me too…jack gets to knw frm far that I coming…wen I go home sits in the same room, near my feet…luvs me unconditionally…wen I was at home, I used to take him for walk every night before shutting the doors…so whether its 10:30pm or 11:30pm..he knew, Sonal will take me out…as soon as I used to giv a look, he wil getup for the walk, wag his tail, & go & stand near the door…such an intelligent creature…trained by papa...never enters kitchen, bathroom, never climbs on the bed...understands the language of silence, the power of things said frm one's eyes…so its anger or luv, he can sense it…even wen v r angry reciprocates wid luv only…& even wen hez angry…just a soft bark…easy to make out that hez saying 'Listen to me..'

The post as it moves further is inspired by a mail which my frnd Arvind sent today...gotta mail frm him after 3 months I guess…that too a fwd…Arvind was my classmate in B.E…nice person, superb singer...a true virgo in spirits…excellent sense of humor…frnds wid evryone, caring & emotional, wud get angry but never mean it…wil shout but will feel low wen makes u angry…nice frnd to be wid…Haven't met him since 2yrs though...

The power of silence is really strong…

Current song on Radio city is "You raise me up…So that I can reach the mountains...I am strong & I am on ur shoulders…You raise me up to more than I can be…." …Excellent song…wanna convey these words to ppl i care for....the confidence that luv instills in us & v feel that v r strong enuf to face any circumstance in life for smone v care & this confidence helps us to make our choices, instead of world making choices for us…

The post ahead in green & orange color is copied frm the fwd by Arvind..

Have u ever experienced a moment in ur life when u just ran out of words and u go...

s i l e n t ???

Let me assist u in recalling...

.. the moment when u left your home for the first time and u look

back at ur parents who are worried that their son/daughter are
leaving them yet happy that their child took the first step towards

independence.

... the moment after the HR manager has just called u and told
you,"You are through! Congrats!"

... the moment when u are parting with ur old friend(s) and the

train has just started... and u are standing on the door of the
wagon.. waving "bye-bye" with ur heart beating fast...

... the moment when the girl/boy u like most...told u that I like u!!
U don't say anything.. U wanted to say something but u dint...

You can go on remembering your "special" moments!

I had always wondered why I never said anything to myself at those
moments.. as if it was "understood"... happiness, joy, pain.. all
feelings just flowed ceaselessly in the 'years' that passed in those flash moments!

They say.. the best way to communicate is through "silence".

Love. Joy. Grief. Surprise. Anger. Hope. Expectations. Support.

Non-cooperation...

Can you imagine the importance of a silent moment in a song??

When Bryan Adams stops for a while along with music, before he goes

on in his husky voice... Please forgive me. I can't stop loving you!! (One of my fav. songs)

Ever had those moments when you thought you were tired enough that

you reach for your bed after dinner.. but find yourself wide awake looking at the roof of your room silently...

But you sure are 'thinking'... those moments of self-talk are the
most important in our lives. Those moments when we listen to our own hearts! Those promises... those decisions... those are the moments when we make our destinies!

Next time you go silent... listen carefully to what your heart is

saying.. listen to its joy...listen to its pain.. listen to its fears.. listen to its desires..


...ONLY U can decide wat u want in life, no one else can, Neither parents, Nor siblings, Not even frnds...my frnd said once...UR DESIRE becomes UR NEED & if u DONT fulfill ur need it HURTS... I feel U just have to ACT to fulfill that need...If U REALLY NEED IT, ACT TOWARDS IT, GOD WILL HELP U GET IT....


....as my blog says always BELIEVE IN UR ACTIONS, BELIVE IN PPL WHO CARE FOR U, HAVE FAITH IN GOD & ACHIEVE UR DREAMS....Life is all about Dreams, Aspirations & Inspirations...

Cellphone rang went to pick it up running to c the sms…but guess wat it was a 'Free tones' sms…:-( ….Seems like no one is missing me ovr the weekend… :-( I knw few ppl miss me, evn if they hav not called or msgd & its like being near & conveying thru silence…smtimes word r not required at all…

Silence speaks a lot…whether its luv, anger or commitment…it can be sensed by actions of a person…Say I can c commitment in the eyes of my frnd even wen he/she wont speak a word…even wen they r silent, I can c they care for me…even wen they r depressed & say 'Go away, I can care for myself! " …I can C in their eyes that they don’t mean it…its like they r saying half-heartedly 'Plz stay close, don't leave me, I need u a lot…but I can’t say this to u….'…A real frnds listens these unspoken words & stays there until the frnd gets calm again, turns back & says HI…

Its 8:00pm …have to cook smthing & eat the dinner alone..I hate cooking for myself….:-(

Will call up home first….Mez feeling so low….

Ciao,

Sonal

ps: Although silence says everything, to nurture relations wid ppl who care for us, Urs truly can just say, never hold ur emotions, emotions r like a closed soda bottle…if pressure inside is very high, bottle may burst….so open the bottle & let the emotions flow out…

...smtime v need to act & convey…convey that 'U make a difference in my life….' bcoz there r sm relations in world v wanna choose for ourselves...the ppl who care for us…deserve those words frm us..& they deserve our affection as much as they shower upon us…

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